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[sarahsarahz]

so SB 06 ended sunday and i was pretty happy mine was pretty sweet. but i got back to school on monday and couldnt believe how fast this year went by. its amazing it feels like yesterday we were at the football game complaing that we were back in school. i have offically 6 weeks and 2 years left of my high school experience. its so weird its nothing like i thought it would be dont get me wrong im enjoying it i just feel like theres something missing. so hopefully in the next 6 weeks and 2 years il figure out what that is.anyway i still dont have a boyrfreind and for those who know me the best know my reasons. i dont regrett it tho i dont want one right now or for awhile a long while, there to complicated,confusing and hard. i see how my friends relationships are going and im thankful its not me. its like its more bullshit everyday its not how it should be at least i dont think a relationship should be that screwed up.it should be different with maybe a little more romance that might do the trick for 90% of the couples at FHS including those that im friends with. i mean im not talking about dropping down on your knee and telling them you love them in front of everyone no but a simple hug in a loving way, or a smile that doestn look like your doing it because your uncomfortable but a smile that makes the other persons heart beat a little faster, or a look in the other perons eye to let them know your thinking about them, or acting like bf/gf around your friends and not in a all over each kind of way but a nice way so that anybody who walked by could tell your together just by the way your holding hands and talking to each other thats how it should be.now granted its not going to be peachy keen the whole time no but for most of the time in a high school relationship thats hows its like.you cant have a high school sweetheart if your worried all the time whats sweet about that?? but anyway thats just my opinin so whatev,maybe ill be a marriage consler so that what i say is actually heard and taken to heart

peace out !!

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