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Today's my dad's birthday. I remember a year ago. I had a half day of school. I was so much happier then. Maybe I should have stayed. I know if I would have I wouldn't be in the mess that I'm in now. None of these things would have happened. My goals and priorities have changed so much just in these past couple of months its crazy and not even because I wanted them to, but just because they had to. I always tell Freddie how much I hate it here and he always tells me just a year or so and you can get outta there and go as far away as you want. I try to keep my mind on that, knowing that soon I can leave all this behind and never, ever come back to it. Thats what keeps me going I guess.