May 11, 2011 13:32
So, I thought flashbacks were just things in movies that were vivid and long and funny...
they're real, and they are short and you feel them in your chest and they have been happening to me a lot recently
I remember my first kiss and I remember scary things and i remember the first time I felt passion.
I see everything so vividly for just a second, but then the feeling lingers.
I can feel it in my shoulder blades and my chest and behind my belly button.
I can never talk about these things in life, but this is what artists thrive for. that is the feeling that needs to be portrayed through my art, through my acting.
If I can get in touch enough with these feelings as an artist, and make other people feel it too.... then I am on the road to a successful artistry.
Recently I wonder if thinking about my life this way is sad. I don't think it is... I just love to express.