Long time
I haven't written in a long time.
My life is so busy.
I actually feel like I'm kindof doing something with my life.
I just wish I wasn't so freaking lazy.
I really hope someone calls me with a job offer....
I think it's crazy that I could audition for 300 shows and still not get a role...
I've been dating shawn for a year and almost 7 months now... that's the longest I have ever dated someone in one full duration.
I have a lot of thoughts. I wish I could focus.
So many ideas, so many solutions.... so many ways to vary one solution... how do I make something the best that it can be?
What is the best?
I always have so many questions...
and I can never express things in words.
I erase my secrets. Haha... I just did.
Why?
what am i hiding?
who am I hiding it from?
I ran into someone for the first time in a very long time last night,
you'd think things would change over time.... but they don't.
Some things never change.... and some things change drastically.
for better..... and for worse.
But that's all subjective anyways.
I want a job this summer. I want to be paid for something that I love to do.
not selling knives or getting skin cancer or cashing in an air conditioned supermarket...
Isn't it strange to know that you'll never know what the future holds?
My life is so busy.
I actually feel like I'm kindof doing something with my life.
I just wish I wasn't so freaking lazy.
I really hope someone calls me with a job offer....
I think it's crazy that I could audition for 300 shows and still not get a role...
I've been dating shawn for a year and almost 7 months now... that's the longest I have ever dated someone in one full duration.
I have a lot of thoughts. I wish I could focus.
So many ideas, so many solutions.... so many ways to vary one solution... how do I make something the best that it can be?
What is the best?
I always have so many questions...
and I can never express things in words.
I erase my secrets. Haha... I just did.
Why?
what am i hiding?
who am I hiding it from?
I ran into someone for the first time in a very long time last night,
you'd think things would change over time.... but they don't.
Some things never change.... and some things change drastically.
for better..... and for worse.
But that's all subjective anyways.
I want a job this summer. I want to be paid for something that I love to do.
not selling knives or getting skin cancer or cashing in an air conditioned supermarket...
Isn't it strange to know that you'll never know what the future holds?