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my world is a little uncomfortable
a little upsidedown
and i think that its what God intended but its so uncomfortable
all these people that don't really know me, and i live with them - for the next year...
all this happiness no one asks questions
i am supposed to be here
but this initial "what?"""" is so different.
it is good too though. "healthy" so healthy
and i have been living so differently that this wake up call just is hard to hear...
you know?
i am just typing out thoughts. today was meeting day i am so exhausted mentally.
now dinner with 5 staff, 5 moms, and 4 babies.
then a long torch passing ceremony, then bed
then wake up and a whole new adventure and schedule that i have no idea about...
dont get me wrong
it is good, its just different
a little upsidedown
and i think that its what God intended but its so uncomfortable
all these people that don't really know me, and i live with them - for the next year...
all this happiness no one asks questions
i am supposed to be here
but this initial "what?"""" is so different.
it is good too though. "healthy" so healthy
and i have been living so differently that this wake up call just is hard to hear...
you know?
i am just typing out thoughts. today was meeting day i am so exhausted mentally.
now dinner with 5 staff, 5 moms, and 4 babies.
then a long torch passing ceremony, then bed
then wake up and a whole new adventure and schedule that i have no idea about...
dont get me wrong
it is good, its just different