I hate biochem
I really DON'T want to study for my quiz tomorrow... ugh! So instead I'm updating my journal. So last week at home was actually kinda fun. I slept a lot, watched a lot of movies, hung out with my mom, and Shelby. I got really drunk with Joe Mays when he came into town on Saturday for the Red Wings game. He was so much fun to talk to, and I like when conversations don't stop with awkward pauses. It just flowed right into another subject.. ah nice. I hung out with Michelle on Monday and got to hang out with the kids Emily and Joel are so cute and Joel really looks at me like a big sister, its sort of nice because I was always the youngest! Michelle was also talking about her trip to Mexico and I was so jealous hearing her talk about it! I wanted to go soo bad!
Shelby and I had a fun time in Canada, I can't wait until she's 21 and we don't have to go there anymore! I'm glad I at least kept one friend from HS!
I sort of figured out my classes for next year,I need more credits so I can graduate so I'm taking Adult Life and Aging as a minor. I feel I can really help older people. I mean I had such a connection with Papa and I enjoyed helping him, I think I'd be good at it. Plus old people always get sick and by the time I'm a nurse pracitioner there will be a lot of old people from the baby boomer time. So they will be in high demand and I will be specialized! Go me!
Things at home were good, I didn't go into my grandpa's room. I just don't think I'm ready I mean it was weird eating dinner and have his chair empty. I just don't know what to do, I really feel depressed. I know he was old and he was sick, but it doesn't make it any easier.. his energy, his life is gone and its hard to just move on from it. Shelby understands, almost every memory I have growing up... well just ANY memory I have has him in! He lived with us my entire life, I feel like my dad died. Tomorrow I'm going to the library to check out this book, I think it will help. I like talking to my lab partner about this, her dad died the day after Christmas, so she knows exactly what I'm going through, she is so nice.
Ok now that I've stalled enough I'm going to study.. Later all.. Love you Papa..
Shelby and I had a fun time in Canada, I can't wait until she's 21 and we don't have to go there anymore! I'm glad I at least kept one friend from HS!
I sort of figured out my classes for next year,I need more credits so I can graduate so I'm taking Adult Life and Aging as a minor. I feel I can really help older people. I mean I had such a connection with Papa and I enjoyed helping him, I think I'd be good at it. Plus old people always get sick and by the time I'm a nurse pracitioner there will be a lot of old people from the baby boomer time. So they will be in high demand and I will be specialized! Go me!
Things at home were good, I didn't go into my grandpa's room. I just don't think I'm ready I mean it was weird eating dinner and have his chair empty. I just don't know what to do, I really feel depressed. I know he was old and he was sick, but it doesn't make it any easier.. his energy, his life is gone and its hard to just move on from it. Shelby understands, almost every memory I have growing up... well just ANY memory I have has him in! He lived with us my entire life, I feel like my dad died. Tomorrow I'm going to the library to check out this book, I think it will help. I like talking to my lab partner about this, her dad died the day after Christmas, so she knows exactly what I'm going through, she is so nice.
Ok now that I've stalled enough I'm going to study.. Later all.. Love you Papa..