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Well today is day 3 of knowing that I'm pregnant. At least I'm pretty sure. I'm still pretty scared about a chemical pregnancy. I had some spotting last night & this morning, but no craps & it wasn't a lot. But still it was bright red.. which totally freaked me out at 1am when I got up to just pee... (this is the second night I've had to do this.) I almost started crying, but told myself to just keep calm & test again in the morning & temp. Well my temp went up & the pregnancy test was definitely positive. I didn't even want to come to work today because I wanted to go to the clinic right away, but I got written up last week & I don't want to get into trouble for not coming in... aurgghh.. Anyway.. I quit smoking. It's going to be hard today.. I actually have 2 cigs left in my final pack, but the spotting this morning scared the shit outa me.. so I'm done. I'm going to call the OB in a little bit, probably around 10 or so. We'll see what they say.. If she wants me to come in, I'll come in. If she says it's fine, I won't worry.. but I'm just so fucking anxious & with quitting smoking it's def not helping to be stressed about this.
The only symptoms I've had are the nightly trips to the bathroom & an extra appetite. I actually got up early and ate breakfast this morning cause my stomach was growling.. lol.
The only people that we've told so far about the positive is my mom & Kevin's best friend Mark and his girlfriend Mary. I didn't want to tell anyone, but he told Mark before we even talked about it so I'm not angry, but Mark told Mary, so I didn't get to tell her, but that's okay I guess.. I'll live. I'll get to tell lots of people. They've promised to keep it quiet & my mom said she will too. I told her she could tell my dad, but she said she'd let me do that when we were ready. So, I'll probably tell him after our first appointment. Otherwise besides him & Kevin's parents we'll try to keep it quiet. It probably won't happen, but we can try I guess...
Well I guess I'll post this now & I'll post again later after I talk to the OB..
btw I haven't posted on trying4ababy yet that I'm pregnant because I want to make sure it's not chemical first. I'm really worried that it is.
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(I think I'm going to follow cozyjeans's lead and put my posts under a cut from now on..)