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Beginning to really believe God has done something on the inside in regards to my drinking habits:) I dun like the excessive drinkings and clubbings nowadays. Do have the urge the drink still but it's like 1 can or 2. The thought of hangovers and wasting away the next day turns me off. Had been staying at homes during weekends, avoiding drinks on sat too because i want to go church instead. I prefer going to Cathay now thus I can only attend the first 2 services:)
Had been very blessed by PP's sermon last week on wisdom. Realized I did not have as much wisdom as I thought to be haha... But thank God after that sermon, God gave me more:) it is actually more on our thoughts and our reactions towards negative feelings especially in human relationship. Now, when someone agitated me with their low IQ or EQ questions or actions, I would just either tell myself God loves me more thus i was given more wisdom, thus I should not be angry or if they have my intelligence, they would be in my position now, why would they still be under me? it really helps:)
Louis called me today while I am doing my callings. He has just signed his appointment letter!!! Yay!!! So happy!!! Wanted to book the BBQ for next week but needs to book 1 month in advance. No choice but potluck lor! Went Ikea for meatballs with him and catching up:) feels good when a good friend thought of sharing his joy or even sorrows with me at the first minute:) especially when we are not meeting as frequently nowadays. Dennis and Edmund are still in Japan, hope Dennis saw my SMS:)
Had been busy with work recently but there are times when I felt damn slacked, dun wish to do anything or go office. Had to leave my netbook in office to force myself to go back, haha! Anyway I have a good and high expectation of God in my career:)
The thing that I have feared seem to have materialize but yet, I dun seem to feel affected now. Seriously, it is really silly to worry for nothing. We cannot control other people's thoughts or actions, we can only control ours. First and foremost, we must first learn to forgive ourselves and believe that we still deserve good things:) suddenly miss my dear friend, despite he can be very irritating at times but the very least is he still loves me after knowing the truth:) what can be better than a friend who knows the dark side of you and yet, still loves you? Of course, my dear Jesus will always be but I am referring to mortals haha!
Excited about my change of company haha! Nothing wrong with CL, she is very good. Just that I believe in overflowing grace and prefers someone who has the same beliefs as me:) and of course, I want to learn new things:)
Had been very blessed by PP's sermon last week on wisdom. Realized I did not have as much wisdom as I thought to be haha... But thank God after that sermon, God gave me more:) it is actually more on our thoughts and our reactions towards negative feelings especially in human relationship. Now, when someone agitated me with their low IQ or EQ questions or actions, I would just either tell myself God loves me more thus i was given more wisdom, thus I should not be angry or if they have my intelligence, they would be in my position now, why would they still be under me? it really helps:)
Louis called me today while I am doing my callings. He has just signed his appointment letter!!! Yay!!! So happy!!! Wanted to book the BBQ for next week but needs to book 1 month in advance. No choice but potluck lor! Went Ikea for meatballs with him and catching up:) feels good when a good friend thought of sharing his joy or even sorrows with me at the first minute:) especially when we are not meeting as frequently nowadays. Dennis and Edmund are still in Japan, hope Dennis saw my SMS:)
Had been busy with work recently but there are times when I felt damn slacked, dun wish to do anything or go office. Had to leave my netbook in office to force myself to go back, haha! Anyway I have a good and high expectation of God in my career:)
The thing that I have feared seem to have materialize but yet, I dun seem to feel affected now. Seriously, it is really silly to worry for nothing. We cannot control other people's thoughts or actions, we can only control ours. First and foremost, we must first learn to forgive ourselves and believe that we still deserve good things:) suddenly miss my dear friend, despite he can be very irritating at times but the very least is he still loves me after knowing the truth:) what can be better than a friend who knows the dark side of you and yet, still loves you? Of course, my dear Jesus will always be but I am referring to mortals haha!
Excited about my change of company haha! Nothing wrong with CL, she is very good. Just that I believe in overflowing grace and prefers someone who has the same beliefs as me:) and of course, I want to learn new things:)