School Update...
So a lot of great things have happened: I love my roommates, I got into the musical Sweet Charity, my classes are going great. But things haven't been all great. I auditioned for a dance show for the sencond year in a row, and didn't make it, again. Voice lessons make me frustrated. I hardly get to talk to my friends from home. I go to class, do homework, go to rehearsal, sleep, coming home to work and that's about it. And right now I just feel so down. I feel like I'm not fitting into my major. I know that dance is a difficult one, but right now I hate my body, my look, my face. My body's not moving and improving the way I want it to. My look is too rock 'n roll and almost no other dance major is like that. And I don't think I'm pretty enough to be a dancer. Some days just get you down and the last few have definitely been that. People at school here are pretty good, no guys, as usual. Life just seems to be a cycle, school, work, home, sleep, friends, no boys. Ever. Its so frustrating. Why is it so hard to find a decent person? Ugh.