back to school...back to school...
well, today was the first day of school for everyone....everyone but me. and i never thought id care, let alone be upset by this fact. but i was rather sad that i didnt get to go back to school today. i was jealous of everyone who did. haha. yes, im a nerd. but it just sucks that in the whole like 20 years of my life that ive been in school or however long, that i never really liked school until my senior year of college! ugh! i want to do homework and i want to go to class and i want to be bored out of my mind listening to a professor talk about stuff i supposedly could care less about...i want all that. and i cant have it. and it makes me sad. so, any of you who are reading this and would not like to go to school, let me know! i will gladly go in your place :)
anyway...still no luck on the job hunt. that is getting on my last nerve. i am a smart, outgoing, dedicated, hard working college graduate! so hire me, damn it! i bet mcdonalds wouldnt even hire me. ive applied to like 50 places and how many interviews have i had? oh, lets see.....its not that hard to keep track of when youve only had TWO interviews!!! yes, 2 out of 50. thats a pretty bad record if i do say so myself. i suck. why cant i just find a real job (or even a stupid mall job) so that i can make money and GET ON WITH MY LIFE!!!!!! i dont want to live at home with my parents for the rest of my life, damn it! i have plans! and i need a job to make them happen! man i hate this.
i think ill just move to paris. i love it there.
*sigh*
anyway...still no luck on the job hunt. that is getting on my last nerve. i am a smart, outgoing, dedicated, hard working college graduate! so hire me, damn it! i bet mcdonalds wouldnt even hire me. ive applied to like 50 places and how many interviews have i had? oh, lets see.....its not that hard to keep track of when youve only had TWO interviews!!! yes, 2 out of 50. thats a pretty bad record if i do say so myself. i suck. why cant i just find a real job (or even a stupid mall job) so that i can make money and GET ON WITH MY LIFE!!!!!! i dont want to live at home with my parents for the rest of my life, damn it! i have plans! and i need a job to make them happen! man i hate this.
i think ill just move to paris. i love it there.
*sigh*