Aug 18, 2005 11:53
okay, why am i such a damn loser?! not only can i not find a job to save my life, i also am THISCLOSE to going to JAIL for FRAUD!!!!
yes, you read right. and no, im not kidding. apparently i overdrew my accounts 14 times (totally on accident!) and after someone overdraws 10 times, they get put on the fraud list. my dad said that if i woulda used my debit card one more time, the store could've called the cops and my ass woulda landed in jail. no joke. i had no idea that i was so overdrawn. ugh im so stupid and horrible with money. so daddy took away my debit card, check book, and gas card. i now get a $50 allowance every thursday. i feel like im in 5th grade again.
and if that werent bad enough, my mom used her birthday money from her mom to bail my ass out of debt. as if she needed ANOTHER reason to dislike me. : /
i need to get my shit together, get a job and get out of debt so that i can move the hell out of my parents house and finally start my real life with my wesley.
on a happier note, i went to helzberg yesterday to apply (of course they werent hiring) and i saw the ring of my DREAMS! oh my god, it was soooo beautiful. it literally took my breath away. i need it. i will get it. :D