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gah. dieting sucks. why oh why is there not an easier way to lose ten pounds? i feel like a rabbit, all i eat is vegetables. alas, i conform to society and its pressure to look decent in a bikini. i blame this on the weather; if it hadn't suddenly gotten so warm, i wouldn't have been reminded of shorts and tanktops and all other manners of clothing which are decidely unflattering unless you're 5'9 and 110 lbs. sigh. i will prevail, i refuse to spend my entire two weeks in the British Virgin Islands this summer worrying about how i look in shorts. As i'm going to be pasty white anyway, better pasty white and thin than pasty white and chunky. so it's back to the vegetables...if anyone sees me about to eat a carbo-laden bagel or some such thing, i give you permission to slap me and take it away--even eat it yourself if you so desire.
i really dislike it when people avoid me. i'm hate confrontation, but i hate awkwardness even more. i wish people who have a problem with me would just tell me to my face, and then i'd stop worrying about trying to maintain a friendship with someone who just doesn't want one. i'd honestly prefer it so much if people'd do that instead of avoidance tactics or talking about me behind my back. this isn't directed at anyone here, i'm just feeling frustrated that there's apparently some people who dislike me and talk badly of me--yet to my face they are v. nice. o well, i guess you some people will never like you no matter what you do.
the faint has changed my life :)
i really dislike it when people avoid me. i'm hate confrontation, but i hate awkwardness even more. i wish people who have a problem with me would just tell me to my face, and then i'd stop worrying about trying to maintain a friendship with someone who just doesn't want one. i'd honestly prefer it so much if people'd do that instead of avoidance tactics or talking about me behind my back. this isn't directed at anyone here, i'm just feeling frustrated that there's apparently some people who dislike me and talk badly of me--yet to my face they are v. nice. o well, i guess you some people will never like you no matter what you do.
the faint has changed my life :)