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I'm waiting to meet one person in this world who is not ingenuine. There must be one person who will not disapoint me. Are my expectations too high?
Or, are people just freakishly unhonorable? myself included?
I don't know what to think anymore.
This is stupid. Pathetic really.
And, I hate you.
I'm so ready for change. I'm busting out of what's going on here, knowing that I can change things. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't have any clue on anything right now.
I wish I could dance forever. It's the only time that I feel completely true to myself.
I'm a perfectionist. But, I think that the dance show looks pretty great. It's all I really have right now.
Sidney is dying. We've had him since dad left us. I can't believe he's dying. I always thought that we'd wake up and he would be asleep, never to wake up. mortality is cruel.
there are so many things I wish I could say.
i can't believe where i am with everything right now.
damn.
i just have to keep going...
Or, are people just freakishly unhonorable? myself included?
I don't know what to think anymore.
This is stupid. Pathetic really.
And, I hate you.
I'm so ready for change. I'm busting out of what's going on here, knowing that I can change things. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't have any clue on anything right now.
I wish I could dance forever. It's the only time that I feel completely true to myself.
I'm a perfectionist. But, I think that the dance show looks pretty great. It's all I really have right now.
Sidney is dying. We've had him since dad left us. I can't believe he's dying. I always thought that we'd wake up and he would be asleep, never to wake up. mortality is cruel.
there are so many things I wish I could say.
i can't believe where i am with everything right now.
damn.
i just have to keep going...