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Sometimes I wonder why things happen as they do. Is this some kind of karma that decides what happens and what doesnt? OR, is my destiny pre-determined? Why am I were I am today? Why are others where they are?
Why do I do really stupid things sometimes? Why do others buy into them?
My heart skipped a beat. Am I really not good enough? Do you really feel that way?
I'm wondering why certain people can be dealt certain things. I'm not trying to be self-pitying, but I do realize that I haven't been dealt the best lately. I'm taking it in stride. I'm moving on. I'm dying to go to Simmons next year, and I'm hoping that I will never have to deal with someof this ever again.
I'm missing Matt like you wouldn't believe and realizing that this is not as easy as it once was. I'm feeling nervous about dance coming up so soon. I'm hoping that everything will just move on and everything will turn out just peachy.
I'm worrying that it won't be okay. I'm thinking that it will all just be the same sad stories over and over. I'm doing my best and realizing that I can't do anything more right now. or ever.
I'm working as hard as I can at school. I'm trying not to give myself too much slack. Then again, I know that I've been through enough and I don't need to stress myself out anymore.
I don't know what to do.
Why do I do really stupid things sometimes? Why do others buy into them?
My heart skipped a beat. Am I really not good enough? Do you really feel that way?
I'm wondering why certain people can be dealt certain things. I'm not trying to be self-pitying, but I do realize that I haven't been dealt the best lately. I'm taking it in stride. I'm moving on. I'm dying to go to Simmons next year, and I'm hoping that I will never have to deal with someof this ever again.
I'm missing Matt like you wouldn't believe and realizing that this is not as easy as it once was. I'm feeling nervous about dance coming up so soon. I'm hoping that everything will just move on and everything will turn out just peachy.
I'm worrying that it won't be okay. I'm thinking that it will all just be the same sad stories over and over. I'm doing my best and realizing that I can't do anything more right now. or ever.
I'm working as hard as I can at school. I'm trying not to give myself too much slack. Then again, I know that I've been through enough and I don't need to stress myself out anymore.
I don't know what to do.