Mar 09, 2006 22:43
do you ever feel as if you are in a world where nothing is in place? everything that you ever thought was going right for you has either taken a turn, moved around, or completely vanished. i feel like that now. i feel like mostly, no matter where i am...i don't really belong. not at school, or home, or camp, or anywhere. i'm always running. running from one place to the next and one day it has to stop. one day i have to wake up and open my eyes and look in the mirror at myself and say "sarah, you know what? this IS your life. quit running. be content." but as for now, i'll keep running and wishing and regretting.
i saw "walk the line" today. i liked the movie well enough. it's hard to really appreciate a movie when it gets so hyped up and then you expect so much. i did like it though.
back to school again on monday. back to fast pace life.
i really am happy. if i could ever just decide what i wanted and not be so wishy-washy, i'd be in a lot better of a situation.
"one day you're gonna want me, atleast that's what i say to all my friends"