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So, bad news today.
Jewel has been very ill this past week, as her asthma has been getting out of control. We tried other drugs, but the few available didn't help, they made her sicker, by adding tummy troubles.
She was really suffering and spending almost every minute struggling to breath, so much that she couldn't even eat or drink properly, so we made the hard decision and put her to sleep today. We both took the day off so we could spend the morning and early afternoon with her, just cuddling and doing stuff she liked. Her grandma was there when we put her to sleep too (good thing, cause I don't think either of us were in good condition to drive) and it was very peaceful, I think Jewel was ready to move on.
Right now I am devestated. I feel like my heart is broken and there is a big empty spot. She's my baby, and usually goes everywhere with me, work, every where we go out, she even slept in the bed with us at night. I know Bryan is really sad too. I think we did the right thing, but I'd like to stop crying and just have her back.
Here's a couple pictures from Jewel's happier times. And as you can see from them, she really did do everything with us, even the wedding.
We were lucky to have her for the time we did, even if it wasn't long enough.
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Jewel has been very ill this past week, as her asthma has been getting out of control. We tried other drugs, but the few available didn't help, they made her sicker, by adding tummy troubles.
She was really suffering and spending almost every minute struggling to breath, so much that she couldn't even eat or drink properly, so we made the hard decision and put her to sleep today. We both took the day off so we could spend the morning and early afternoon with her, just cuddling and doing stuff she liked. Her grandma was there when we put her to sleep too (good thing, cause I don't think either of us were in good condition to drive) and it was very peaceful, I think Jewel was ready to move on.
Right now I am devestated. I feel like my heart is broken and there is a big empty spot. She's my baby, and usually goes everywhere with me, work, every where we go out, she even slept in the bed with us at night. I know Bryan is really sad too. I think we did the right thing, but I'd like to stop crying and just have her back.
Here's a couple pictures from Jewel's happier times. And as you can see from them, she really did do everything with us, even the wedding.
We were lucky to have her for the time we did, even if it wasn't long enough.