From bad to worse
Have been going well with my diet. Major fuck up this afternoon though. Had eaten some crackers, tomato, cheese and alcohol. I was planning on stopping there. Then went back to my friends house and the family had bought us hot chips. They even served me a plate which is too cute so I just had to eat them. Of course I was having a stress attack. I asked my friend for a plastic bag to take to my car to pretend to put my bag and other random stuff inside it. But really I had to get those chips out of my system so badly that I hid in the back seat and purged in the bag outside her house. Disgusting I know. It had to be done, I'm not ruining my progress for one night. I went back inside for a little bit, then finally drove home, after many drinks but I didn't get pulled over luckily. I purged again at home. I could apart from the chips and the red tomato and clumped cheese taste the sour alcohol all coming up too. I'm not going to lie, it was a damn good purge. I am feeling confident that this won't ruin my weight loss although can never be certain until Saturday. Hadn't purged for at least two weeks, a shame, was going quite well. It won't happen again unless a situation like that arises or I am being a fat pig one day. Hope everyone else is doing well x x x