May 14, 2006 21:56
Why so many peoples close to me turn out to be just some damn jerks?Maybe I attract then......They can be the best friends of the world and then if I dont give them what they want they turn into my worst enemy.Someone told me a girl with a boyfriend cant be friend with another guy,well now I m starting to belive it.Its just sad because they were some people that did really help me and I know even now if Im in deep shit they will be there.Like Alex who hurt me really bad but even if he know what I think about him he is always there to protect me.They always say it was a mistake,they was under drug or another things and bla bla bla but I never forget and never will,what they did.
Tonight one of my supose friend came here and start yelling at me that now that I have Matt I forget all my friends and what they did for me.I dont go out with them like I use to,I dont do enought race ...........he remind me of my friends when I was in hight school. Yeah I m not drunk every week end ,I think its normal and for the race I need to slow down(I had 3 accident since 3 month so..)I think I do have the rights to say yes or no for a race.
With Matt everything is great,and thats what important for me now.Maybe in july he will move with me.After 8 months that i know him and 5 since we are officially together we love us so much and its wonderful.