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Okay, it‘s done, well, not for good anyway. Went to “the meeting”, the one that I’ve been avoiding because of my apparent “unresolved issues” I‘ve been having. The good: I didn’t want to kill anyone. The bad: it was pretty draining. Chances are it wouldn’t be so draining if I got my ass to more meetings, buuuut I was being petty...um, maybe petty isn’t the correct word? *thinking of other words* Actually, let’s stick with “petty”, all the other words that are coming to mind jab worse than calling myself petty.
(Random thought: I abused the quotes in that paragraph…additionally, I abused a hellofalot more than just the quotes in that paragraph. Good gravy.)
So my brain is telling me I need to get ready for a nervous breakdown soon. Which means I’ll probably hide out in my apartment for who knows how long. However, the reality of it is, I can only stand hiding out for just a short period of time because I get really bored and really lonely, but on the flip side, I don’t want to trip out in front of people. And now that I think about it, a breakdown at this point in time would really inconvenience me. Here, let me check my date book, looks like I’ll need to schedule my breakdown to fall on my day off, Wednesday, and it needs to come and leave by about 6pm so I’ll be ready to play ball by 7pm. There, it’s set. Breakdown Wednesday…preferably in the late morning/early afternoon, I am SO ready.
What do you mean it doesn’t work that way?? That’s the only time I can fit it in my schedule. Last time I didn’t schedule one and it came on all suddenly I flipped out in the Valley Medical Hospital parking lot. So now that I have some experience in this area, I think I should be able to choose where I flip out. Right? Right?? Hello? Anyone?
*sigh*
Man…I am touched in the head tonight.
(Random thought: I abused the quotes in that paragraph…additionally, I abused a hellofalot more than just the quotes in that paragraph. Good gravy.)
So my brain is telling me I need to get ready for a nervous breakdown soon. Which means I’ll probably hide out in my apartment for who knows how long. However, the reality of it is, I can only stand hiding out for just a short period of time because I get really bored and really lonely, but on the flip side, I don’t want to trip out in front of people. And now that I think about it, a breakdown at this point in time would really inconvenience me. Here, let me check my date book, looks like I’ll need to schedule my breakdown to fall on my day off, Wednesday, and it needs to come and leave by about 6pm so I’ll be ready to play ball by 7pm. There, it’s set. Breakdown Wednesday…preferably in the late morning/early afternoon, I am SO ready.
What do you mean it doesn’t work that way?? That’s the only time I can fit it in my schedule. Last time I didn’t schedule one and it came on all suddenly I flipped out in the Valley Medical Hospital parking lot. So now that I have some experience in this area, I think I should be able to choose where I flip out. Right? Right?? Hello? Anyone?
*sigh*
Man…I am touched in the head tonight.