howdy!
hey so i am way tired right now but the girls are being all wild and crazy and i cant sleep when i know something is going on! and a lot of them dont have class tomorrow, but i do! and i still dont feel good! i am way sick and it sucks! i would love to not go to class again tomorrow but i cant keep missing class! so tonite i went to simple faith where there was a worship service. adam was there! but he left really early and that made me sad in my heart! he is so way cute and i hate the fact that i have feelings for him. i am not sure that this is something that the Lord wants me to be involved in right now or not! i am so confused on what i want as well as what the Lord wants! grrrr! oh then i got the sudden reminder that i am fat! i get the feeling that people are looking at me thinking "man she's fat" and i wonder if that is why i havent had a date in over four years! i need to do something but being in the dorms it is hard to always watch what you eat and with my knee it really limits what i can do exercise wise. i have like no motivation lately thought to do the things that i need to like my applications for IRC and RA. and i am even unmotivated to eat and sleep! i am just not in the mood!
oh my f*cking God! tiffany is such a bitch!!!!!! she has the neerve to date jt after i told her how i feel about that! she knows what i have been through with him and she still does it! I AM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!
oh my f*cking God! tiffany is such a bitch!!!!!! she has the neerve to date jt after i told her how i feel about that! she knows what i have been through with him and she still does it! I AM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!