Up..Up.. and AWAY!
Ok so today is a FRIDAY.. ya but it feels as if its like the same day of everyday..(if that made sence.. oh well) everything is the same.. loundge around.. and do aboslutly nothing.. Although today.. i finally got outta my house.. WHOO HOO big YIP for me right?? .. yea we went to Michaels Craft store.. where i spent hmm.. like 3 hours looking for
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Oh .. i put in my fur sure word about goin on the boat for a year... damit Linzy.. its gonna fuckin suck... being alone and fuckin ahh.. a YEAR.. thats a long ass time.. i can barly take a month.. and look at me im goin CRAZY.. bu ti guess in the end it will be worth it.. i just hope those people like u and Billy will still be there.. even if i dont talk to u 2 for like months.. NEVER FORGET THAT IM SARA.. and im still out there.. i dont want u 2 to forget about me.. even if ne thing happens.. its gonna suck being away.. but ill make the time while im there worth while.. cause ill have the money.. and we will have a good time .. OKAY.. I LOVE YOU.. ALWAYS.. and i Hope Billy will be there waiting for me .. ohh did i tell u hes gonnabe going on this boat for a 3 weeks.. while im gone to fish in the BEARING SEA...... ahh u know how crazy that is... I told him to do it.. because by the time i come back he will be back.. soo it works out. .. god .. i just want things to workout.. for the best.. things are good now.. but im diieing inside.. and its starting to show on the outside.. its like i cant be happy ne more.. its gay.. and its gonna be so lonly and miserable on that fuckin boat.. god i wish i could just pack u and Billy in my bag.. thenn ill be happy.. and god.. i haate waiting
i hate it .. i hateit .. i just hope he will wait for me :* (
I love you Linz..
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