Up..Up.. and AWAY!

[sarababe23]

Ok so today is a FRIDAY.. ya but it feels as if its like the same day of everyday..(if that made sence.. oh well) everything is the same.. loundge around.. and do aboslutly nothing.. Although today.. i finally got outta my house.. WHOO HOO big YIP for me right?? .. yea we went to Michaels Craft store.. where i spent hmm.. like 3 hours looking for the perfect things for this memory book im going to make for MY BILLY.. and of course me and my stubborn self got to the cash register with a GRAND TOTAL OF.. 135.50... can we say WOAH.. and i wasnt about to spend that much.. as much as i CARE and want this book to be the best.. i dont think i could possibly spend that much.. YEA IF I HAD THAT MUCH MONEY WITH ME TO BEGIN WITH.. HA.. uhh "THE what u wanna call MOM" offered to pitch in 20 dollars.. HA that wasnt gonna get me enough... i only had 86 dollars to begin with.. yea 20 dollars... still not enough.. sOo i threw this tremendous, childish tantrum.. while their was this long ass line waiting ON ME.. I DECIDED to leave The store with NOTHING..absolutly NOTHING.. so I threw everything back into the basket and saying fuck this while i walk away.. with my arms crossed and this horrifying face like i wanted to kill someone.. I get next to my truck and decide to make things better by smoking a cigerette.. god i felt "so kewl".. yea that was just the begining of MY DAY.. WOW what a good start right.. went to wal mart.. and costco.. came home and slept.. HA i find myself doing that alot.. its MY NEW HOBBIE.. but because i waisted 3 hours of my life in a FREAKIN CRAFT STORE.. that uppset me .. because i walked out with NOTHING.. and NOTHING TO DO.. I could of easily just walked in and out.. but because i felt the need of showing everyone im still a kid.. everything was kewl.. i bet everyone behind me was thinking.. god this gurl has a bad temper.. and THEY probably didnt spend NO 3 hours in a craft store... but it sure felt like they must of spent about 3 hours in line.. NOT TO GET THEIR STUFF.. but to WAIT IN LINE.. haha ON ME... haha i find this hilarious.. god.. i love it when i can piss someone off.. i feel bad for the checker cause she took the time to check all the stuff.. ha.. BUT I KNOW HOW IT FEELS.. I MUST OF MADE HER DAY!! haha.. ne way enough of that... after i took my wonderful nap.. God that felt good.. i wanted to go see my little cousin.. WHO IS NOT SOO LITTLE compared to me... god he is TALL and i should say.. VERY HANDSOME.. he is a CUTIE.. it was hilarious.. because there parents own this MExican restaurant.. and i had this plan to just walk in to see if he recoginized me.. cause MY god he hasnt seen me in like 10 years.. and thats a long ass time.. so i walk into the restaurant.. walk up to the counter.. and pretend to order.. then i look at him again and i give him this LOOK.. and im LIKE OK this isnt going ne where he doesnt notice me.. soo im like SERGIO.. and he takes another good look and hes like OMG.. SARA... im like UHH YEA.. and he runs and his whole body just like surrounds me cause hes soo freakin tall..(god i wish u coulda just seen his expression) and all i could say was .. COME GIVE UR BIG COUSIN A HUG.. yea NOT SO BIG THOUGH.. SOo sat there.. ate dinner.. then when to their place for a bit.. had a good time just chillin with my cousin.. had a fun time calling all his "hoes".. and telling them NOT TO CALL MY COUSIN cause i pretended to be his gf.. and he wanted these girls to go away.. soo i of course was up for making those calls.. cause i dont know these people... haha i called this one chic.. i think her name was ASHLEY.. WHO OMG i swear if i was sitting there and she had the attitude that she was givivng me.. i woulda slapped the HOE.. but then i bitchened Up a bit.. and put her in her place.. and then she puckered up and was like silent.. but then i felt bad and called all of my cousins friends back to apoligize and told them i was his cousin.. OK i wouldnt of called and opoligized but because my cousin IS A STUD.. and has alot of friends.. i didnt want to leave him with NONE.. just cause im a snotty little one.. but it was the entertainment of my life right then.. quit funny .. i should add.. My cousin has this OBBSSESION with SOCCER.. which is kewl .. and he is a skater.. which is even better.. but i was angry cause i didnt see nething up that was VOLCOM.. i was like hmm this is NOT OK.. BUT he did have a VOLCOM WALLET.. and he gave me this VOLCOM long sleeve shirt.. that i can say is very KEWL.. and i thank him for that.. thank god for tall people righ??.. i guess it doesnt fit him.. but it fits me.. cause im like a midg.. heeey its kewl. but we had a good time.. untell i went out into the living room.. where my MOM thought she could make me look like a FOOOL.. god parents think they can outsmart a TEENAGER.. well NOT MY MOM.. she is as DUMB AS THEY COME.. i love to throw shit at her face.. and then laugh about it.. but she REALLLY likes to get me going.. like she was talking about how the people on the yaught stoll me from costco.. and i love explaining how my captain.. tell this day TALKS ABOUT HOW COSTCO HATES HIM BECAUSE HE STEALS ALL THERE>.... "GOOD LOOKING" gurls.. haha thought i had to laugh at that.. but she was mad and she tried to make them look bad and make herself look all PEPT Up .. ha it was FUNNY.. i love it.. but again i put her in her place.. she likes to involve the WHOLE WORLD INTO MY BUISNESS.. YEA SO WHAT.. would u LIKE ME TO GO ON ABOUT UR LIFE.. "MOM".. hmm it would be a great thing to know about right.. it could almsot be like a SOAP OPRAH.. yeaaa WORSE.AND she HATES the fact when people give me COMPLIMENTS.. she hates that.. then she once again tries to make me look bad..but how much worse could she possibly get.. hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i can laugh for DAYS! she just wants to make it loook like .. "OH MY LIFE IS SOO GREAT".. BUT i gotta put my daughter down to MY MISERABLE LEVEL.. at this point i am upset and miserable because i am left here with her and im not at home with the important part of my life.. because they are back home and i am here.. BUT im not trying to make my mother happy ne more... im done with that.. i hit the adult age and i have realized SOoOooooo MUCH.. and now im just like hmm ur kewl mom.. want a "HIGH FIVE".. seriously.. ahh i wish the whole world could just see how things are... I AM NOT A BAD PERSON.. i more smarter and more wiser then my family seems.. i just give them the easy outlook of me.. because i know it pisses them off and I love how they try to revenge me.. but because i am smart and i have those people that dont give a shit of what my family says .. they dont give a fuck.. they care about me and whats important to me.. Yes i do love my family but i dont like what they are doing.. but I am an adult.. and i can do whatever the hell i please.. because THEY ARE WHAT I DONT WANT TO BE.. or BECOME.. i have more self confidence and more potential.. i can get somewhere in life.. obviously.. iv proved that fact.. because my mom sits at home.. while im going to MEXICO next week.. for what?? hmm TO WORK ON A PRIVATE YAUGHT.. and what else is gonna happen?? IM GOING TO PANAMA, CHILIE, AND THE COSTA RICA.. YEs i am very proud about that.. and i will talk about it however many times i PLEASE.. cause that is a good oppertunity FOR ME.. that not EVERYONE CAN HAVE.. and this OPPERTUNITY would of never taken place if i HAD listened to my FAMILY,, but because I AM better and know ME and know what i need.. I TOOK THAT OPPERTUNITY... even though i didnt know a damn thing about these people.. but the feeling.. the good feeling was there.. i knew it was real.. and guess what?? IT WAS.. i just have those sences when it comes to something good.
Soo yea MExico is gonna be a blast... and seeing my what I WANNA CALL "REAL FAMILY".. cant wait! even if that doesnt work out cause i have been babling on about it to everyone.. knowing my luck things MAY CHANGE.. but i will knock on wood as i type.

ne way ....... couple questions..

WHEN IS PROM!?!?!
WHEN IS GRADUATION!?!?!

well thats all for now people.. hope u enjoyed my DAY.. and my everyday life with MOM AND SARA.. yea its quit interesting.. it could be a SHOW.. really.. it could.