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I'm so bored with everything i do...life has just been so...lifeless lately. I guess summer is supposed to be a time of memories and adventures...but this summer just hasn't been that for me. Now that school's coming back, I feel like I have wasted a precious few months of my life. Sure there have been some good times and stuff, but nothing that stands out and will leave an impression on me as something of my childhood. When i think of summer, i think of going to the beach, sneaking out at night to go swimming, campfires...and a group of friends that just make me happy. The truth is that I don't have any of those things, yet i see them everywhere, like in music and movies, and other people's lives.
For awhile i felt all cool cause i was hanging out with people and stuff and it was slowly becoming like a regular group of people. Now I'm not invited to much stuff anymore..and i realized...im not even really good friends with the seperate people...i just hung out with them as a whole.
so besides that...heres something someone wrote to me, that reminded me of a book and i thought was cool
"i dont remmeber, but we were at your house and he was like damn shes hot and i said i know. and the he stared at you and i laughed and said i love her.. then we drove off."
my further insights on the shadows of life will be depicted in my next entry
:-)
For awhile i felt all cool cause i was hanging out with people and stuff and it was slowly becoming like a regular group of people. Now I'm not invited to much stuff anymore..and i realized...im not even really good friends with the seperate people...i just hung out with them as a whole.
so besides that...heres something someone wrote to me, that reminded me of a book and i thought was cool
"i dont remmeber, but we were at your house and he was like damn shes hot and i said i know. and the he stared at you and i laughed and said i love her.. then we drove off."
my further insights on the shadows of life will be depicted in my next entry
:-)