Feelin' sad...

[sar_castic]

Ok, this is going to be a quick one. I am sad and I don't want to say why, but it involves missing someone. I had a dream and it made me hurt a little bit especially since...well I don't want to get into it

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[english_voodoo]

.."But I am sad and I wish I wasn't. I wish I could cry it out but something is telling me that I shouldn't. I should be strong and good and well, manly or whatever"...i think you just summed up most of my life in three sentences...the wanting to cry but the refusal to give in to weakness...to give in to pain..all you want is to keep fighting...i dont know..maybe tha is why i liek the relationship i am in...he makes me cry..makes me feel the pain and makes me feel some kind of aliveness......or i could be insane...you decide...