Jul 03, 2005 19:11
Ok, this is going to be a quick one. I am sad and I don't want to say why, but it involves missing someone. I had a dream and it made me hurt a little bit especially since...well I don't want to get into it.
But I am sad and I wish I wasn't. I wish I could cry it out but something is telling me that I shouldn't. I should be strong and good and well, manly or whatever.
On the other hand I want to cry so badly because I know that afterwards I'll just laugh my ass off.
Ok going back to my shell. I'm going to try to love myself very much.