and everybody knows it's all about the things that get stuck inside of your head
wednesday, which seems ages ago
i spent all afternoon with jennifer & the momma
and everywhere we went I wanted to recoil inside myself; I didn't want to make eye contact with anyone
thursday i got angry again. i broke a mirror.
today is a really bad day. i wanted something warm & comforting; I went to get some coffee. The guy gave it to me for free, which was good because it was really shitty coffee I couldn't even finish. I don't really like goodbyes
but it's gonna be one today. has to be. I wanted a different truth; no I guess I wanted a lie, but not the one he gave me. There's only one truth, could only ever be one. And it's the one we're living, whether we see it or not, whether we accept it or not.
So here I go, walking alone, hand-in-hand with the truth.
goodbye, desire
i spent all afternoon with jennifer & the momma
and everywhere we went I wanted to recoil inside myself; I didn't want to make eye contact with anyone
thursday i got angry again. i broke a mirror.
today is a really bad day. i wanted something warm & comforting; I went to get some coffee. The guy gave it to me for free, which was good because it was really shitty coffee I couldn't even finish. I don't really like goodbyes
but it's gonna be one today. has to be. I wanted a different truth; no I guess I wanted a lie, but not the one he gave me. There's only one truth, could only ever be one. And it's the one we're living, whether we see it or not, whether we accept it or not.
So here I go, walking alone, hand-in-hand with the truth.
goodbye, desire