Mar 27, 2005 18:16
I got three comments today about how good I am with children, because I was playing with Josie (this little baby at church) and I seemed to know what she wanted to do. I'm usually the psycho you want to keep away from small children.
Somebody upstairs must really like me. Cousins from hell didn't get to come because of the "bad weather." This means I have successfully avoided the little brats for a solid year. YES! Score for Liz.
I had Red Velvet Cake today because I loooove it. I also had lotsa sugar this morning. Egg hunt was fun because it was just about to rain and it was me and my "older" younger cousins (like all in their twenties) and all with really competitive natures. Jason and I were going at it pretty competatively, because three eggs seperated us from a tie and, of course, prize money. I won. Teeehehehehe. When I sat down to open the eggs (they only hid the plastic ones which have money/candy inside) I started shaking and Mom was like "Sweetie, you look really pale." And I figured it was just adrenaline, but then I started shaking so bad eggs fell out of the basket. But I'm levelling out now and it's better.
I realized Saturday, that I'm really making myself more shallow because I can't handle the deep stuff right now. I'm overwhelmed. I'm just gonna take it one step at a time, and let God handle it from there.
Christa, I'm thinking about you.