An Early Start
Got woke up at 9:00a.m. by the phone. It was the lady from 'Family and Children First Council' (the Mental Health conclave of agencies) calling to tell me the 'Level 1' Mental Health meeting has been moved from Community Counciling Center (CCC) to CSB's Board room. This sets the stage for confrontation by Ramona and myself of the Director of CSB (I sure hope they don't put Gloria as the 'lamb to the slaughter', because I won't stand for her to be the one to take the blame). The blame lies squarely on the Director. She is the one who is refusing allocation of funds for Ari to be treated at Ian Wheeler again. She is the one that is demanding I sign over my child. She is the one that authorized that the medical card be cancelled, and our case closed with CSB. And I am going to make sure she takes the blame for what she's done. I'm fighting for my child here. And I'm fighting for what is right as a Jedi. At least I feel I am. Others reading this may see it differently...but I don't care what others think any more.
I feel the circle has come complete...I feel myself returning to some old things that I'd left behind--which has led me to make a personal declaration in another entry coming soon.
I'm 'wired' as Catherine noted on AOL/IM this morning when I signed on earlier than normal. But I've been getting solid sleep since I am not sleeping next to a human chainsaw (You know it's true, Mac! ;p), so I am energized after staying up late last night, hanging out with Kirwan, and making myself dog-tired.
So, it's a good day so far...we'll see how it goes, since I am going with the flow of the Force today.....
Mac left waaay early to go get his plates...God only knows how long he had to stand in line, to get them, among other errand this morning. Tonight, is weightlifting, so I won't see him tonight....must comply with the rules, don'tcha know.... *mumbles, grumbles, grouses and complains under breath* I just hope the Casino job comes through; if it does, he'll make enough to support me and Ari and I can tell Social Security to keep my SSI and Ari's too....unless I can get the SS/SSI law changed, which basically states: You live together, or marry, you lose your SSI, dispite still being disabled. The SSI is based on disability, not who you live with and who you marry....and I've never known marriage to 'cure' a disability. I still have Cerebral Palsy whether I am living with or married to Mac or not. And why they take Ari's SSI, I have no clue....she's not married to him...I AM!
So, talk about your fucked up laws.... One I would LOVE to change!
Anyway....so it goes... MTFBWYA.....
I feel the circle has come complete...I feel myself returning to some old things that I'd left behind--which has led me to make a personal declaration in another entry coming soon.
I'm 'wired' as Catherine noted on AOL/IM this morning when I signed on earlier than normal. But I've been getting solid sleep since I am not sleeping next to a human chainsaw (You know it's true, Mac! ;p), so I am energized after staying up late last night, hanging out with Kirwan, and making myself dog-tired.
So, it's a good day so far...we'll see how it goes, since I am going with the flow of the Force today.....
Mac left waaay early to go get his plates...God only knows how long he had to stand in line, to get them, among other errand this morning. Tonight, is weightlifting, so I won't see him tonight....must comply with the rules, don'tcha know.... *mumbles, grumbles, grouses and complains under breath* I just hope the Casino job comes through; if it does, he'll make enough to support me and Ari and I can tell Social Security to keep my SSI and Ari's too....unless I can get the SS/SSI law changed, which basically states: You live together, or marry, you lose your SSI, dispite still being disabled. The SSI is based on disability, not who you live with and who you marry....and I've never known marriage to 'cure' a disability. I still have Cerebral Palsy whether I am living with or married to Mac or not. And why they take Ari's SSI, I have no clue....she's not married to him...I AM!
So, talk about your fucked up laws.... One I would LOVE to change!
Anyway....so it goes... MTFBWYA.....