Taco Bell, I hate your guts.
I overslept this morning and missed my only class of the day. I also woke up with a cold. I went to Taco Bell for a Spicy Chicken Crunchwrap Supreme... and it was burnt, had maybe two pieces of chicken in it, and wasn't folded quite right so everything kept falling out. I have about four cigarettes left, and I need to find two more dollars before I can buy a new pack. I feel like this day might not be good.
Last night I came to the conclusion, as I was in my 'stand-by's' bedroom, that I am a horrible person. I was just so angry with #1 that I felt maybe if I went to #2's I would feel better about being ignored, being a stand by myself, not being good enough for #1. I hate him sometimes, and I know that he's not good for me, or right for me in any way, but I just can't help myself. He calls, I come running. I hate myself for being pathetic like that.
I have also come to the conclusion that I either I am a bad friend, or I pick bad friends. They all seem to disappear at the most inopportune times. Thanks, guys! I appreciate it. Have fun with your sorority and what not.
I feel like I may have messed up my starting over with making some stupid decisions. Now I need to start over starting over. No more of #1 or #2, although I know that's a promise to myself I won't keep for very long.
I'm never shaving my legs for you again.
"I know I'll never really get inside of you
To make your eyes catch fire
The way they should
The way the blue could pull me in
If they only would"
Last night I came to the conclusion, as I was in my 'stand-by's' bedroom, that I am a horrible person. I was just so angry with #1 that I felt maybe if I went to #2's I would feel better about being ignored, being a stand by myself, not being good enough for #1. I hate him sometimes, and I know that he's not good for me, or right for me in any way, but I just can't help myself. He calls, I come running. I hate myself for being pathetic like that.
I have also come to the conclusion that I either I am a bad friend, or I pick bad friends. They all seem to disappear at the most inopportune times. Thanks, guys! I appreciate it. Have fun with your sorority and what not.
I feel like I may have messed up my starting over with making some stupid decisions. Now I need to start over starting over. No more of #1 or #2, although I know that's a promise to myself I won't keep for very long.
I'm never shaving my legs for you again.
"I know I'll never really get inside of you
To make your eyes catch fire
The way they should
The way the blue could pull me in
If they only would"