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So Friday Derek came over! He helped my brother and his wife and me paint. We painted the kitchen, dinning room, and the living room. We even sponged the living room. He was so cute though. He wasn't sure if he was going to come or not, but he did, despite the fact that he knew we were painting and not going to make him a great dinner like was orignally planned. And he even brought beer. Lol. My brother and his wife said they like him, and he said he likes them. So it all turned out good. And it was unbelievably wonderful to just hang out with him and not be outside of someones house or out somewhere.
Saturday we painted some more and then went to my brother and his wife's friends house. Derek and I talked on the phone and I freaked out in general about my life a little bit. But talking to him helped me a BUNCH! But then when I talked to him this last time, he told me he was drunk, and I made a comment that I am sure I shouldnt have but I had to say it, and I have no idea why. But needless to say he got mad and said bye and hung up. :(
And today He said we would talk. But I have called like five times, kinda stalkerish I know, and he hasn't answered. Hell I think one time I even may have gotten sent to voice mail. :( I dont know what is going on with him today, but it makes me sad. Hopefully he will call me or talk to me online or SOMETHING tonight. *crosses fingers* My brother and his wife even went back over to their friends house today for a barbeque and said I didnt want to go just in case Derek called and wanted to do something. So i have actually sat by the phone all day waiting to hear from him,. How stupid huh? I know I shouldnt but I cant help it. I just love talking to him and seeing him so much.
But on a better note I hope...I am going this friday to see my Sonja! And I have to be back by Monday night. And it sounds like we are going to the bar, that sould be fun. And I just messaged Gabe, my tattoo guy. So hopefully I will be coming back with a new tattoo. :D It is going to be my treat for myself. And as soon as I get back I am going to work my ass off every day so I can make up that money and all the other money so I can get a place and so hopefully I can go with Derek to Mexico like he wants and I have to buy my gown for his company ball thing too. That would be so nice if I could acomplish all of that in the next month or so.