SO...
SO...
I am going to move out...like NOW! And what actually makes it hard is I dont even have ANY of my stuff down here to put in it. Plus I am going to have to get a place based on my budget, not Dereks. So I have a feeling we will end up haveing two places for a while. Because I cant afford what he wants and right now he is doing some thinking. Which is fine but I have to get a place now, not when he is ready. So unfortuetly it will prolly not be up to his standards. Which sucks but its what I have to do.
And I am going to get a job working two days a week every week at TGIFridays. and when my brother is in town I am going to pick up extra shifts. And at least until school starts I am hoping I can be working like everyday. I need the money. Plus if I work my ass off right now I wont stress so much when I go back to school. At least that is my hope. We shall see how that goes. Right now is all goes right I should start bringing home like 1500 a month pretty easily, well once I start at TGIFridays anyways. And I am going to try like hell to wok FIRST shift there so at least even if I do work 7 days a week I can see Derek at night.
I dunno...this is just one of those things were we will have to see what happens as it happens Unfortunetly it is kinda out of my control at this point. Well some of it at least.
I am going to move out...like NOW! And what actually makes it hard is I dont even have ANY of my stuff down here to put in it. Plus I am going to have to get a place based on my budget, not Dereks. So I have a feeling we will end up haveing two places for a while. Because I cant afford what he wants and right now he is doing some thinking. Which is fine but I have to get a place now, not when he is ready. So unfortuetly it will prolly not be up to his standards. Which sucks but its what I have to do.
And I am going to get a job working two days a week every week at TGIFridays. and when my brother is in town I am going to pick up extra shifts. And at least until school starts I am hoping I can be working like everyday. I need the money. Plus if I work my ass off right now I wont stress so much when I go back to school. At least that is my hope. We shall see how that goes. Right now is all goes right I should start bringing home like 1500 a month pretty easily, well once I start at TGIFridays anyways. And I am going to try like hell to wok FIRST shift there so at least even if I do work 7 days a week I can see Derek at night.
I dunno...this is just one of those things were we will have to see what happens as it happens Unfortunetly it is kinda out of my control at this point. Well some of it at least.