I wish you both the best with this whole thing. I hope it begins to get solved in a healthier and more constructive way because what I see is nothing close to that. Everyone deserves some kind of happiness. I hope you start to act like you are on your own two feet also... You do seem to be proposing what you have been criticizing Cameron for, maybe you should think about that, you also have DONE things that you criticized Cameron and that is not the best start to this process. Sorry, but I am also tired of hearing these sexual comments about Cameron, that is between you two if anybody.
I honestly have no idea what to say to either one of you anymore, I must not understand the entirety of what is going on. I wish you both the best of luck, again.
Wow Scott. Thanks for your amazing words of wisdom. I am fully entitled to do ABSOLUTELY FUCKING ANYTHING AT THIS POINT. I have not proposed to get better. I have proposed to make myself worse, and that is what I'm doing. Cameron is proposing to make himself better yet lo-and-behold he's doing the same shit as he's always been doing.
If you're tired of hearing about it, then don't say anything, or don't go on our livejournals. I'm going to say how I feel and what I think, and if you or anybody else doesn't like it, you can all go fuck yourselves. You or anybody else doesn't have to talk to me either. I'd be very happy to have another reason to hang myself.
Well obviously you're entitled to do anything, since you have autonomy and all that as a human being over the age of 18.. and I don't assume you're proposing to rob banks or whatever.. but what you pointed out about you deciding to make yourself worse, that's what I'm talking about. You're proposing to do what you are accusing Cameron of doing - that is, making himself worse. You just don't have the element of claiming that you're making yourself better, which I suppose makes a big difference to you. I don't think it's a good idea for either one of you to make yourselves worse, though, especially not deliberately, and I hope you decide against that. I feel like I've tried pretty hard to be there for you and be reasonably objective but also sympathetic, but I guess it didn't come off that way to you, so sorry it wasn't good enough. I kind of resent being accused of slapping you in the face, though, because I don't feel like I did anything of the sort.. But anyway.. like I said, I hope you decide against deliberately doing more
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Also, if you don't hate me as much as you're making it seem like you do, we could, y'know, hang out over break. I'm home till the 21st of January, except for a week in Mexico right after Christmas. Merry Christmas, also, and happy new year.
I don't hate you. I just feel attacked from all sides and I resent being called a hypocrite by someone who doesn't know the situation. And who also...doesn't know what it's like to live inside my head. And it's not like you have to know that.
But yeah, anyway, if you do want to hang out give me a call I suppose.
I honestly have no idea what to say to either one of you anymore, I must not understand the entirety of what is going on. I wish you both the best of luck, again.
Peace,
Scott
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If you're tired of hearing about it, then don't say anything, or don't go on our livejournals. I'm going to say how I feel and what I think, and if you or anybody else doesn't like it, you can all go fuck yourselves. You or anybody else doesn't have to talk to me either. I'd be very happy to have another reason to hang myself.
Thank you SO MUCH.
-Megan
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But yeah, anyway, if you do want to hang out give me a call I suppose.
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