Love is blind Part 3/3
Title: Love is blind Part 3/3
Rating: PG 13
Pairing: Taecyeon/Junsu
Summary: Junsu was blind, urrrmmm...and urrmm...yeah. lmao
A/N: Yeay!! Last part!! he3 I apologized if somehow it didnt end the way you all want it, but im trying my best for my first Taecsu fic and i hope you guys enjoy it. Huge thanks to lollitop for beta it and i fucking love you to bits for that. Kkkkkk~
But seeing Junsu in front of his house today, Taecyeon realized he wanted nothing but having Junsu back in his life.
"Junsu!!!" Taecyeon called as he gave the woman the child he held.
"Junsu!!" Taecyeon chased Junsu. Junsu heard his name being called by the voice he really has wished to hear for a couple of months but now Junsu wasn’t brave enough to stay, to turn around. "Junsu." One of Junsu’s weaknesses was Taecyeon calling him this way. Junsu clumsily stepped on the wrong foot and fell down.
"Junsu!!!!" Taecyeon immediately ran straight to him.
"Junsu..." Taecyeon tried to help him but Junsu pushed him and stood up by himself.
"Leave me alone." Taecyeon chased him again and then gripped him by his arms.
"Junsu."
"Leave me." Junsu walked on while he was trying to release himself from Taecyeon's grip.
"Junsu!!" Taecyeon turned Junsu around and his eyes met Junsu's wet and red eyes, which seemed like he's been crying for months.
"Junsu..." Junsu couldn't hold it any longer and breathed out,
"I can see you." Taecyeon silenced.
"After all those years I finally see you." Junsu sobbed.
"I...I...thought, I...thought...the operation didn't work out." Taecyeon stuttered.
"It worked out. I'm not blind anymore. I lied. I can see you. With a lot of practice, I finally can see you."
"Wait. Why you lied?"
"Because you were the reason why I wanted my sight back! I want you back! I want Ok Taecyeon back. I don't know the reason why you left me all of a sudden when I was so sure that what we had in those 2 years was real. You didn’t pretend it, I knew it by the way you touched me. But then you left. So I need to know why." Taecyeon stared at him in disbelief and his grip on Junsu's arm tightened.
Junsu looked at Taecyeon and released his hand from Taecyeon's grip. "Is it her? Is that the reason why you left me?" Junsu's voice shook as Taecyeon lowered his head.
“Look at me!!!” Junsu yelled.
"Do I really need to make my eyes go blind again just to make you stay with me? Huh? Taec?" Junsu asked.
"Do I really need to hurt my eyes just to have you here with me?” Junsu felt something wet on his palm, Taecyeon noticed Junsu was hurt, he was about to touch Junsu’s hand but he moved back, “Say it. Say what do you want, Taec. Because I'll do anything just to make you be with me. Anything. What do you want? You don't want my eyes to see you and your figure? Okay. Wait." Junsu grabbed a tree branch, ready to hurt his eyes with it. But Taecyeon stopped him.
"Stop it. Don't."
"No? Then what should I do to make you stay? Hmm? What should I do? Tell me, Taec. Tell me." Junsu pleaded.
Taecyeon grabbed the branch and immediately threw it away, and then he pressed his forehead to Junsu's.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Taecyeon repeated as he whispered, and Junsu's tears were falling as he finally could see Taecyeon this close. To finally hug him like that and see him.
"You left me, Ok Taecyeon. Why did you do that? Huh? Why? Hmmm?" Junsu had his hands wrapped around the other's neck, not ever planning to let go.
"Look at me! My face is disgusting. Look at this scar. Look at my face." Taecyeon said, Junsu stared at his face and traced his fingers over the scar, which had a strong long line from his right eye down to his left cheek.
"I...I don't know how to face you. I don't know how...I was scared that on the day you'll be able to see my face and you’ll realize how bad I am, you'll leave. I..."
Junsu closed the gap between them and kissed Taecyeon's scar, starting from the eye then on the nose and near Taecyeon's lips. Taecyeon silenced.
“It is hot for me. Your scar. Monster.” Taecyeon smiled as he blushed and looked aside and Junsu’s gaze followed the way Taecyeon turned. Taecyeon’s smile faded as he sensed that something was not right then he looked at Junsu.
“What is it?” Junsu questioned as he could read clearly now what his face was telling.
“Junsu….” Before Taecyeon could even continue,
“Well…Well…Well….Look who’s here…” Taecyeon looked back and saw one of his ex-partners when he used to work as a street fighter.
“Jay….” Taecyeon turned and protectively hid Junsu behind his back. Taecyeon heard that since he stopped being a fighter, Jay Park’s name raised to the surface along with his fighting performance. Jay smirked.
“I’ve been searching for you. No, I’ve been following you.” He smirked again. “Is that your boyfriend??” That tone and that smile; Taecyeon knew something was not right. Taecyeon looked around and he mentally kicked himself as he realized they were in a dark alley and yes, dead end.
“Yes.” Junsu held on his arms.
“So, he is the reason why you did quit.” Taecyeon’s jaw clenched. Junsu just silenced, watching the scene as he sensed Taecyeon’s muscles tense under his hands.
“You see, Taec…” after that, 8 guys appeared behind the said Jay Park.
“Park Jinyoung is no longer here. I killed him.” Jay Park laughed as he yelled, “I killed that goddamn Park Jinyoung!!! ME!!! JAY PARK!!!!!!!” Junsu could feel that Taecyeon’s breath was heavier. “And guess what. You’re still the best fighter in this town, Taecyeon.” Jay Park continued and then he sighed.
“I can’t let you off that easily, Taecyeon.” A soothing smile formed on Jay Park’s face. “Kill him.” Jay Park commanded and those 8 guys started walking forward. Taecyeon stepped back as he also pushed Junsu. He then turned, staring at Junsu, and caressed his face. “Run, when I told you to run.” Junsu shook his head, “No.” Taecyeon continued, “Then close your eyes.”
“Never.”
Junsu’s eyes widened as he saw someone jumped behind Taecyeon and swung katana to Taecyeon’s back. Taecyeon saw the reflection in Junsu’s eyes so he pushed Junsu and stepped aside.
Jay Park walked out of the alley. “Hyung!!!!” one of his disciples, a 17-year-old teenager, walked beside him. “Where are you going, hyung??”
Jay Park smiled as he embraced his younger brother. “I’m out of this town.”
“What?? What about those hyungs in the alley??”
“Ahhh…Don’t worry about them. They are in good hands.”
“What do you mean, hyung??”
“Hmmmm…I told you once that the man with stronger power will win and rule over this city.”
“Hyung.”
“Those 8 guys need to be kicked, anyway. I know they’ve been selling drugs behind my back.”
As Jay Park smiled at his friend and walked away, Taecyeon was fighting those 8 guys all alone. After he was cut in the back by the katana, Junsu yelled. Taecyeon’s limp body was on the ground as he groaned in pain. Junsu walked front and threw fists at them. He hit one guy but then he felt his back strike a wall as one of the guys hit him hard in the chest.
“Junsu…” Taecyeon whispered as he tried to stand up; seeing Junsu being hurt increased his anger and somehow, his power. He managed to stand up with all the power he had, even with the cut in his back and a few bruises. Junsu knew that if Taecyeon was only an ordinary human, he would die. In a few moments, Junsu was sat on the ground with wide eyes as he witnessed something very powerful in that dark alley. Taecyeon was standing among those guys who were already weak and helpless and not even moving on the ground. Blood ran down from his arms on the pavement as Taecyeon clenched his fist, his chest moving slowly while he finally calmed himself down. Junsu blinked, like if he just watched a scene between wolf man and human, where human’s powers were nothing compared to the power of the wolf man. Junsu slowly pulled his body off the ground but the injury on his back drew him back to the ground. Junsu once again gathered all of his powers and crawled. Junsu was still seeing anger in Taecyeon’s eyes while his trembling hand slowly reached Taecyeon’s. Feeling a warm hand holding his hand, Taecyeon slowly got back to his consciousness. Junsu held Taecyeon’s hand and brought it up to his face feeling the warm and although that hand has just harmed someone else, the warmth was there and it touched him slowly and tenderly. Taecyeon looked at Junsu, who held his hand full of blood. He wanted to pull it away but Junsu didn’t let him. He wanted to feel its warmth on his face. Then he slowly drifted to sleep, partly because of the shock and secondly because Taecyeon, his lover, was safe. Junsu’s body laid on the ground as his hand still held Taecyeon’s. Taecyeon bent down and then caressed Junsu’s face.
“I thought you’re scared of me.” Taecyeon whispered before he lifted Junsu off the ground and carried him bridal style. Cops were already on their way and as they passed Taecyeon, one of their cars stopped and a man walked to Taecyeon.
“Are you okay?” the lieutenant with a tall figure and also a big belly asked. “Yeah.”
“Is he okay?” Taecyeon looked at the guy in his arms.
“Yeah.”
“Your mom is very worried about you so that’s why she had called me. I’ve already called Junho and Chansung to take a look at you. Go home now. I’ll take care of it there.”
“Alright. Thanks dad.” Taecyeon smiled at his step dad as he passed him and walked limply to his house. As soon as he arrived at his house, his mother ran towards him and Junsu. Chansung helped them to get inside while Junho was already preparing the bed and all the equipment.
“Oh my God.” Taecyeon’s mother, who’s been staying at her son’s house, wandered around the house since morning, worrying about his son and his lover as she remembered his son’s lover’s face when he had seen her in Taecyeon’s house.
“How is he? How is he?” Taecyeon’s mom asked Junho about Junsu as she held her daughter in her arms.
“He’s okay, I guess.” Junho answered. “But what we should worry about, is your son.” Both of them looked back as Chansung torn Taecyeon’s tee and showed them his long cut on his back. Taecyeon’s mother immediately closed her daughter eyes as she and Junho stared at each other.
Junsu opened his eyes slowly and blinked but when he recognized Taecyeon and his wounded body, he exhaled, whispered Taecyeon’s name and then went back to sleep.
--
Junsu woke up and his eyes met the white ceiling; his throat was dry. Then he looked aside and was surprised by seeing a wide smile of a female. Junsu blinked as she yelled, “He woke upppp…!!!!!!!!!!” She put on her wide smile again as she looked at Junsu. Junsu recognized her face, yeah, it was the face of the woman he met before.
“Oh hello. I’m Taecyeon’s mother, Lee Hyori.” She introduced herself with a raspy voice, “You met me a while ago. Do you remember?” Junsu sat up as a pang of pain shot through his back, and then he slowly nodded.
“Do you want something to drink?” Junsu nodded again as he looked around and realized he was in Taecyeon’s house. Junsu’s gaze fell upon the pair of beautiful tanned thighs in front of him, since the woman who confessed to be Taecyeon’s mother wore a tee and hot pants. Hyori probably could feel a strange gaze behind her back, so she smiled.
"Oh, Junsu, dear. Relax. I'm not like all those mothers. I'm a cool mother." She said as she turned around and gave Junsu his glass. Junsu accepted it and then slowly drank the hot tea while he couldn’t take his eyes off Taecyeon's mother. He couldn't believe she had a 23-year-old son since she looked definitely young and beautiful.
She sat in front of him and crossed her legs while she smiled. Junsu smiled wide too as his hand held the cup. "I had Taecyeon when I was 16." She began.
"Well, my parents had a huge boxing centre when I was a kid and as a teenager I met one of the boxers there, Taecyeon's father. After that I got pregnant, he left me and my family threw me away since they got divorced. I used to be a junkie, a drug addict. But well, it happened, so what? I've changed." She giggled, Junsu’s eyes widen at her explanation.
"Anyway..." She exhaled, "I want to tell you a story about Taecyeon. Well, that is at least what mothers do when they meet their son’s lover." Junsu smiled as he placed his glass on the table next to the bed.
“I guess you know nothing about Taecyeon, right?” Junsu nodded. “And today was the first time ever you’ve seen him fighting that way.” Junsu nodded once again. "You know, it is just my opinion but I think we're on the same boat."
"What do you mean?"
"I used to know nothing about my son." She lowered her head. "My life was all messed up because of the drugs and alcohol that I didn’t even remember I had a son. But he treated me very well, just like he treats you. Despite of all those rejections, contempt, hatred and curses from me, he was still willing to take care of me."
"I’ve never been a great mother for Taecyeon. But one day, when I gave a birth to his sister, it hit me and made me cry a river over it. It hit me that I never treated Taecyeon well. I'm a bad mother. Everything was so crystal clear when I remembered every single thing that my son gave up for me. He was alone all these times. Without any lead and yet he grew up strong."
She looked at Junsu's eyes and he realized that there was a bit of Taecyeon. "I’ve never seen any tears forming in my son's eyes. He cried, of course, but not in front of my eyes. He is strong, so strong that he can beat up 6 people all alone. And I'm so sure he wouldn't let anybody to find his weaknesses. But a couple of months ago, I caught him crying."
Junsu gulped. "And it is so heartbreaking to watch your son, who's been taking care of you in the past 10 years without complaining and already gave up everything for you, crying silently. He was breaking the strong walls that he has built around himself and I wondered why. Then I saw you at the door with those beautiful bright eyes and smile. No wonder he fell for you."
She smiled. "Oh well, he's a walking giant Frankenstein, who scares people." She giggled. "But hey, it’s just a face, it’s just a look. You know exactly how delicate he is. You do know there's an awkward-geeky-good neighborhood boy behind those Frankenstein looks." Junsu chuckled but then his smile faded away as his gaze turned to Taecyeon with a little girl in his hands. Taecyeon smiled and Hyori looked at both her son and his lover.
“Okay. The monster is already here.” She clapped her hands as she stood up and then kissed Junsu on the forehead, “We will continue this later, okay?” She said with a smile then she went away as Junsu could smell a cigarette, which was probably the reason why she had that raspy voice. She hugged the girl that Taecyeon once held and then kissed him on the cheek.
“I like him. You’re so lucky to have him.” She whispered as Taecyeon smiled and Junsu could only wonder what she said because he didn’t hear that. Taecyeon sent his mother off while he locked the door. He stood pressing to the door frame of his room, watching Junsu. Junsu turned his head and met Taecyeon’s eyes. He outstretched his arms, smiling wide, inviting Taecyeon to his embrace. Taecyeon walked slowly to his boyfriend and placed his body on top of Junsu as he lingered his arms around his lover’s waist. Taecyeon exhaled. Junsu’s heartbeat, Junsu’s warmth, Junsu’s scent, Junsu’s touch, it all meant home for Taecyeon.
“Aren’t you a human or what? How can you heal so quickly?” Junsu smiled as he caressed Taecyeon’s back leisurely and his other hand touched Taecyeon’s hair. He lifted up Taecyeon’s tee slowly and the tall boy giggled, feeling ticklish as Junsu’s fingers brushed over his skin.
“Yahhh~ what are you doing?” Taecyeon was about to pull his tee down but Junsu’s hand insisted on sliding it off.
“Junsu…”
“Ssshh…I want to see it.” And within a second Junsu pulled off his lover’s tee as Taecyeon lifted his body from Junsu and stared at his lover on his knees. Junsu’s eyes widen at the view.
“Taec…”
“Are you disgusted by it?” Junsu’s fingers traced over the scar as he studied the lines of strong six pack abs covered with bruises, his chest to collarbone and to his tensed arms. Junsu slowly closed the gap between them as he pressed his lips to one of his lover’s scars on his stomach. Taecyeon looked down to where his lover pressed his lips, feeling aroused by his soft lips against his skin. Junsu’s kisses gently moved to the tall boy’s scar on his chest as he moved his arms around the other’s waist and his fingers ran to Taecyeon’s back, touching and feeling the pattern. Taecyeon threw back his head as Junsu licked on his nipple, playing with it with his tongue, biting it with his lips. Taecyeon looked down to his boyfriend again and caught the other’s eyes while the small boy’s tongue played with his nipple. Taecyeon locked his fingers with Junsu’s hair and bent down to inhale the scent as Junsu moved to his other nipple. Junsu finally stopped and looked at Taecyeon.
“Does it hurt?” Junsu tilted his head aside and asked,
“What?”
“Your back.” Taecyeon answered while he caressed Junsu’s face. Junsu shook his head, lust already filling his eyes.
“Good.” Taecyeon kissed Junsu hungrily as his body pushed Junsu’s back on the bed; Junsu spread his legs as that action gave Taecyeon a permission to move freely between Junsu’s legs. Junsu’s eyes were half lidded as he watched Taecyeon kissing his collarbone and slowly lifting his tee. Minutes of kissing and touching passed and Junsu realized that both he and Taecyeon were already naked as Taecyeon now stared at Junsu with his questioning look.
“What?” Junsu’s heartbeat quickened as he stared at Taecyeon’s swollen lips.
“Do you want to turn around? You will hurt your back again.” Junsu smiled as he blushed completely at his lover’s care.
“No. I want to see your face.” Junsu caressed Taec’s face, touching his perfect cheekbone.
“So you want to do it with your eyes wide opened?” Taecyeon nuzzled Junsu’s neck as he whispered and Junsu shuddered at Taecyeon’s deep baritone voice. Junsu smiled, “If I have to, why not?” Taecyeon chuckled and then stared at his boyfriend. “The pleasure will be reduced.”
Junsu scoffed, “Taec.”
“Hmm?”
“Just hurry up and fuck me.”
Taecyeon grabbed the lube from under Junsu’s pillow. Seeing Taecyeon having trouble with the bottle cap, Junsu groaned and took it.
“Thank you. You are really helpful. That’s another reason why I thank god that you can see now.” Junsu laughed and put an amount of lube in Taecyeon’s palm and even before Junsu put the bottle down he gasped because Taecyeon’s finger was already inside him.
“Three months, no trace of me here.” Taecyeon whispered while he moved his finger and Junsu threw his head aside as he felt hot around his erection. Junsu moaned when Taecyeon put three fingers inside, scissoring and stretching him completely.
“Taec…” And Junsu gasped as Taecyeon filled him completely with his thick cock. Taecyeon stood still; waiting for his lover to adjust to his cock. As soon as Junsu nodded and smiled, Taecyeon landed on top of him, moving his hips with his lips occupying Junsu’s. It was true; all the while Taecyeon thrust his cock inside him, Junsu kept his eyes wide opened, studying his lover’s face. Junsu smiled, knowing that he was the one who could make Taecyeon’s face twist in pleasure. The view was enjoyable. Taecyeon knew he’s been watched by Junsu so he looked at him.
“Stop. Staring.” Taecyeon said between his groans. Junsu reached his hands and drew Taecyeon’s neck near him. “You’re so beautiful.” Junsu whispered and Taecyeon smirked.
“Bad boy.” Taecyeon changed his position and made Junsu throw his head back, moan as Taecyeon finally hit the exact spot where Junsu was begging to get pounded.
“You finally closed you eyes.” Junsu moaned loudly and pressed his palm to Taecyeon’s shoulder as the tall boy spread his boyfriend’s legs wider and thrust hard.
“Taec…My back.” Taecyeon slowed down but being a great partner, he knew what to do; he sat on the bed and pulled Junsu on top of him, putting Junsu’s legs around his waist and pumping his cock up and down his ass. Taecyeon kissed Junsu sloppily, with the way Junsu moved on top of him. He hugged Junsu’s waist tight as his lover put his arms around his neck, locking their lips. Both of them looked at each other, pressing against each other’s foreheads, catching breath and seconds later Junsu threw his head back as he moaned and spilled his cum on both his and his lover’s stomach. Taecyeon smiled as he watched Junsu’s climax face then he groaned at the tightness and came inside his partner. Both of them panted and Taecyeon slowly put Junsu down on the bed and pulled out of him.
“If I was beautiful, you should see your own face when you reach orgasm.” Taecyeon said as he rested on his elbow and calmed Junsu’s heartbeat that still beat fast. Junsu chuckled as he brought himself to Taecyeon’s chest and Taecyeon laid his back, putting his arms around the other’s shoulder. Junsu sighed when both of them turned silent.
“I love you, Taec.” Taecyeon took Junsu’s chin in his hands and looked into his eyes, “I don’t care even though you’re ugly like those circus creatures.”
“Yah…!” Taecyeon whined.
“I don’t care even though you scare the hell out of people or that you can beat eight guys all alone or when you’re having this double personality.”
“Yah~ Kim Junsu.”
“I love you Ok Taecyeon.” Taecyeon smiled as he pressed his palms to Junsu’s cheeks, “And I wanna be with you, even in this tiny bed.” Junsu said as he put his head on Taecyeon’s chest. Taecyeon realized what he said and blinked.
“Tiny??? Yah! You didn’t complain before!!” Junsu only shrugged and was ready to go to a dreamland. With Taecyeon.
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It was Sunday morning when Taecyeon’s mother visited them and congratulated Junsu for moving in with Taecyeon. Taecyeon with his step dad were working on the attic, renovating it. Hyori pulled Junsu in the kitchen.
“What’s up?” Junsu said.
“Eh, do you wanna see Taecyeon when he was a teenager??”
“Heh? I thought you didn’t have any picture of Taecyeon.”
“Oh, well, I have it. Although I took it while I was, ehm, a bit drunk.” She giggled and Junsu just smiled. Junsu took the picture from Hyori and stared at it.
“Fuck.” Junsu cursed and Hyori laughed.
“He looked good, huh? I guess that was before he got into that street fighter thing.”
Junsu looked at the picture of Taecyeon without all those scars and bruises, where he was so good looking.
“Taecyeeeeoooonnnnn…………………!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Junsu yelled and almost made Taecyeon trip on the stairs.
“Taecyeon!!!!!!!!!!!!” Junsu yelled again as he waited for Taecyeon to crawl down from the stairs.
“Hi, Junsu!” Taecyeon’s step dad waved at him.
“Hi, Mr. Lee.” Junsu smiled.
“What is it???” Taecyeon stood in front of him.
Junsu showed him the picture and Taecyeon smirked.
“What about it?” Taecyeon asked Junsu.
“Let’s do a plastic surgery.” Junsu answered furiously as his lover only face palmed himself.
Rating: PG 13
Pairing: Taecyeon/Junsu
Summary: Junsu was blind, urrrmmm...and urrmm...yeah. lmao
A/N: Yeay!! Last part!! he3 I apologized if somehow it didnt end the way you all want it, but im trying my best for my first Taecsu fic and i hope you guys enjoy it. Huge thanks to lollitop for beta it and i fucking love you to bits for that. Kkkkkk~
But seeing Junsu in front of his house today, Taecyeon realized he wanted nothing but having Junsu back in his life.
"Junsu!!!" Taecyeon called as he gave the woman the child he held.
"Junsu!!" Taecyeon chased Junsu. Junsu heard his name being called by the voice he really has wished to hear for a couple of months but now Junsu wasn’t brave enough to stay, to turn around. "Junsu." One of Junsu’s weaknesses was Taecyeon calling him this way. Junsu clumsily stepped on the wrong foot and fell down.
"Junsu!!!!" Taecyeon immediately ran straight to him.
"Junsu..." Taecyeon tried to help him but Junsu pushed him and stood up by himself.
"Leave me alone." Taecyeon chased him again and then gripped him by his arms.
"Junsu."
"Leave me." Junsu walked on while he was trying to release himself from Taecyeon's grip.
"Junsu!!" Taecyeon turned Junsu around and his eyes met Junsu's wet and red eyes, which seemed like he's been crying for months.
"Junsu..." Junsu couldn't hold it any longer and breathed out,
"I can see you." Taecyeon silenced.
"After all those years I finally see you." Junsu sobbed.
"I...I...thought, I...thought...the operation didn't work out." Taecyeon stuttered.
"It worked out. I'm not blind anymore. I lied. I can see you. With a lot of practice, I finally can see you."
"Wait. Why you lied?"
"Because you were the reason why I wanted my sight back! I want you back! I want Ok Taecyeon back. I don't know the reason why you left me all of a sudden when I was so sure that what we had in those 2 years was real. You didn’t pretend it, I knew it by the way you touched me. But then you left. So I need to know why." Taecyeon stared at him in disbelief and his grip on Junsu's arm tightened.
Junsu looked at Taecyeon and released his hand from Taecyeon's grip. "Is it her? Is that the reason why you left me?" Junsu's voice shook as Taecyeon lowered his head.
“Look at me!!!” Junsu yelled.
"Do I really need to make my eyes go blind again just to make you stay with me? Huh? Taec?" Junsu asked.
"Do I really need to hurt my eyes just to have you here with me?” Junsu felt something wet on his palm, Taecyeon noticed Junsu was hurt, he was about to touch Junsu’s hand but he moved back, “Say it. Say what do you want, Taec. Because I'll do anything just to make you be with me. Anything. What do you want? You don't want my eyes to see you and your figure? Okay. Wait." Junsu grabbed a tree branch, ready to hurt his eyes with it. But Taecyeon stopped him.
"Stop it. Don't."
"No? Then what should I do to make you stay? Hmm? What should I do? Tell me, Taec. Tell me." Junsu pleaded.
Taecyeon grabbed the branch and immediately threw it away, and then he pressed his forehead to Junsu's.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Taecyeon repeated as he whispered, and Junsu's tears were falling as he finally could see Taecyeon this close. To finally hug him like that and see him.
"You left me, Ok Taecyeon. Why did you do that? Huh? Why? Hmmm?" Junsu had his hands wrapped around the other's neck, not ever planning to let go.
"Look at me! My face is disgusting. Look at this scar. Look at my face." Taecyeon said, Junsu stared at his face and traced his fingers over the scar, which had a strong long line from his right eye down to his left cheek.
"I...I don't know how to face you. I don't know how...I was scared that on the day you'll be able to see my face and you’ll realize how bad I am, you'll leave. I..."
Junsu closed the gap between them and kissed Taecyeon's scar, starting from the eye then on the nose and near Taecyeon's lips. Taecyeon silenced.
“It is hot for me. Your scar. Monster.” Taecyeon smiled as he blushed and looked aside and Junsu’s gaze followed the way Taecyeon turned. Taecyeon’s smile faded as he sensed that something was not right then he looked at Junsu.
“What is it?” Junsu questioned as he could read clearly now what his face was telling.
“Junsu….” Before Taecyeon could even continue,
“Well…Well…Well….Look who’s here…” Taecyeon looked back and saw one of his ex-partners when he used to work as a street fighter.
“Jay….” Taecyeon turned and protectively hid Junsu behind his back. Taecyeon heard that since he stopped being a fighter, Jay Park’s name raised to the surface along with his fighting performance. Jay smirked.
“I’ve been searching for you. No, I’ve been following you.” He smirked again. “Is that your boyfriend??” That tone and that smile; Taecyeon knew something was not right. Taecyeon looked around and he mentally kicked himself as he realized they were in a dark alley and yes, dead end.
“Yes.” Junsu held on his arms.
“So, he is the reason why you did quit.” Taecyeon’s jaw clenched. Junsu just silenced, watching the scene as he sensed Taecyeon’s muscles tense under his hands.
“You see, Taec…” after that, 8 guys appeared behind the said Jay Park.
“Park Jinyoung is no longer here. I killed him.” Jay Park laughed as he yelled, “I killed that goddamn Park Jinyoung!!! ME!!! JAY PARK!!!!!!!” Junsu could feel that Taecyeon’s breath was heavier. “And guess what. You’re still the best fighter in this town, Taecyeon.” Jay Park continued and then he sighed.
“I can’t let you off that easily, Taecyeon.” A soothing smile formed on Jay Park’s face. “Kill him.” Jay Park commanded and those 8 guys started walking forward. Taecyeon stepped back as he also pushed Junsu. He then turned, staring at Junsu, and caressed his face. “Run, when I told you to run.” Junsu shook his head, “No.” Taecyeon continued, “Then close your eyes.”
“Never.”
Junsu’s eyes widened as he saw someone jumped behind Taecyeon and swung katana to Taecyeon’s back. Taecyeon saw the reflection in Junsu’s eyes so he pushed Junsu and stepped aside.
Jay Park walked out of the alley. “Hyung!!!!” one of his disciples, a 17-year-old teenager, walked beside him. “Where are you going, hyung??”
Jay Park smiled as he embraced his younger brother. “I’m out of this town.”
“What?? What about those hyungs in the alley??”
“Ahhh…Don’t worry about them. They are in good hands.”
“What do you mean, hyung??”
“Hmmmm…I told you once that the man with stronger power will win and rule over this city.”
“Hyung.”
“Those 8 guys need to be kicked, anyway. I know they’ve been selling drugs behind my back.”
As Jay Park smiled at his friend and walked away, Taecyeon was fighting those 8 guys all alone. After he was cut in the back by the katana, Junsu yelled. Taecyeon’s limp body was on the ground as he groaned in pain. Junsu walked front and threw fists at them. He hit one guy but then he felt his back strike a wall as one of the guys hit him hard in the chest.
“Junsu…” Taecyeon whispered as he tried to stand up; seeing Junsu being hurt increased his anger and somehow, his power. He managed to stand up with all the power he had, even with the cut in his back and a few bruises. Junsu knew that if Taecyeon was only an ordinary human, he would die. In a few moments, Junsu was sat on the ground with wide eyes as he witnessed something very powerful in that dark alley. Taecyeon was standing among those guys who were already weak and helpless and not even moving on the ground. Blood ran down from his arms on the pavement as Taecyeon clenched his fist, his chest moving slowly while he finally calmed himself down. Junsu blinked, like if he just watched a scene between wolf man and human, where human’s powers were nothing compared to the power of the wolf man. Junsu slowly pulled his body off the ground but the injury on his back drew him back to the ground. Junsu once again gathered all of his powers and crawled. Junsu was still seeing anger in Taecyeon’s eyes while his trembling hand slowly reached Taecyeon’s. Feeling a warm hand holding his hand, Taecyeon slowly got back to his consciousness. Junsu held Taecyeon’s hand and brought it up to his face feeling the warm and although that hand has just harmed someone else, the warmth was there and it touched him slowly and tenderly. Taecyeon looked at Junsu, who held his hand full of blood. He wanted to pull it away but Junsu didn’t let him. He wanted to feel its warmth on his face. Then he slowly drifted to sleep, partly because of the shock and secondly because Taecyeon, his lover, was safe. Junsu’s body laid on the ground as his hand still held Taecyeon’s. Taecyeon bent down and then caressed Junsu’s face.
“I thought you’re scared of me.” Taecyeon whispered before he lifted Junsu off the ground and carried him bridal style. Cops were already on their way and as they passed Taecyeon, one of their cars stopped and a man walked to Taecyeon.
“Are you okay?” the lieutenant with a tall figure and also a big belly asked. “Yeah.”
“Is he okay?” Taecyeon looked at the guy in his arms.
“Yeah.”
“Your mom is very worried about you so that’s why she had called me. I’ve already called Junho and Chansung to take a look at you. Go home now. I’ll take care of it there.”
“Alright. Thanks dad.” Taecyeon smiled at his step dad as he passed him and walked limply to his house. As soon as he arrived at his house, his mother ran towards him and Junsu. Chansung helped them to get inside while Junho was already preparing the bed and all the equipment.
“Oh my God.” Taecyeon’s mother, who’s been staying at her son’s house, wandered around the house since morning, worrying about his son and his lover as she remembered his son’s lover’s face when he had seen her in Taecyeon’s house.
“How is he? How is he?” Taecyeon’s mom asked Junho about Junsu as she held her daughter in her arms.
“He’s okay, I guess.” Junho answered. “But what we should worry about, is your son.” Both of them looked back as Chansung torn Taecyeon’s tee and showed them his long cut on his back. Taecyeon’s mother immediately closed her daughter eyes as she and Junho stared at each other.
Junsu opened his eyes slowly and blinked but when he recognized Taecyeon and his wounded body, he exhaled, whispered Taecyeon’s name and then went back to sleep.
--
Junsu woke up and his eyes met the white ceiling; his throat was dry. Then he looked aside and was surprised by seeing a wide smile of a female. Junsu blinked as she yelled, “He woke upppp…!!!!!!!!!!” She put on her wide smile again as she looked at Junsu. Junsu recognized her face, yeah, it was the face of the woman he met before.
“Oh hello. I’m Taecyeon’s mother, Lee Hyori.” She introduced herself with a raspy voice, “You met me a while ago. Do you remember?” Junsu sat up as a pang of pain shot through his back, and then he slowly nodded.
“Do you want something to drink?” Junsu nodded again as he looked around and realized he was in Taecyeon’s house. Junsu’s gaze fell upon the pair of beautiful tanned thighs in front of him, since the woman who confessed to be Taecyeon’s mother wore a tee and hot pants. Hyori probably could feel a strange gaze behind her back, so she smiled.
"Oh, Junsu, dear. Relax. I'm not like all those mothers. I'm a cool mother." She said as she turned around and gave Junsu his glass. Junsu accepted it and then slowly drank the hot tea while he couldn’t take his eyes off Taecyeon's mother. He couldn't believe she had a 23-year-old son since she looked definitely young and beautiful.
She sat in front of him and crossed her legs while she smiled. Junsu smiled wide too as his hand held the cup. "I had Taecyeon when I was 16." She began.
"Well, my parents had a huge boxing centre when I was a kid and as a teenager I met one of the boxers there, Taecyeon's father. After that I got pregnant, he left me and my family threw me away since they got divorced. I used to be a junkie, a drug addict. But well, it happened, so what? I've changed." She giggled, Junsu’s eyes widen at her explanation.
"Anyway..." She exhaled, "I want to tell you a story about Taecyeon. Well, that is at least what mothers do when they meet their son’s lover." Junsu smiled as he placed his glass on the table next to the bed.
“I guess you know nothing about Taecyeon, right?” Junsu nodded. “And today was the first time ever you’ve seen him fighting that way.” Junsu nodded once again. "You know, it is just my opinion but I think we're on the same boat."
"What do you mean?"
"I used to know nothing about my son." She lowered her head. "My life was all messed up because of the drugs and alcohol that I didn’t even remember I had a son. But he treated me very well, just like he treats you. Despite of all those rejections, contempt, hatred and curses from me, he was still willing to take care of me."
"I’ve never been a great mother for Taecyeon. But one day, when I gave a birth to his sister, it hit me and made me cry a river over it. It hit me that I never treated Taecyeon well. I'm a bad mother. Everything was so crystal clear when I remembered every single thing that my son gave up for me. He was alone all these times. Without any lead and yet he grew up strong."
She looked at Junsu's eyes and he realized that there was a bit of Taecyeon. "I’ve never seen any tears forming in my son's eyes. He cried, of course, but not in front of my eyes. He is strong, so strong that he can beat up 6 people all alone. And I'm so sure he wouldn't let anybody to find his weaknesses. But a couple of months ago, I caught him crying."
Junsu gulped. "And it is so heartbreaking to watch your son, who's been taking care of you in the past 10 years without complaining and already gave up everything for you, crying silently. He was breaking the strong walls that he has built around himself and I wondered why. Then I saw you at the door with those beautiful bright eyes and smile. No wonder he fell for you."
She smiled. "Oh well, he's a walking giant Frankenstein, who scares people." She giggled. "But hey, it’s just a face, it’s just a look. You know exactly how delicate he is. You do know there's an awkward-geeky-good neighborhood boy behind those Frankenstein looks." Junsu chuckled but then his smile faded away as his gaze turned to Taecyeon with a little girl in his hands. Taecyeon smiled and Hyori looked at both her son and his lover.
“Okay. The monster is already here.” She clapped her hands as she stood up and then kissed Junsu on the forehead, “We will continue this later, okay?” She said with a smile then she went away as Junsu could smell a cigarette, which was probably the reason why she had that raspy voice. She hugged the girl that Taecyeon once held and then kissed him on the cheek.
“I like him. You’re so lucky to have him.” She whispered as Taecyeon smiled and Junsu could only wonder what she said because he didn’t hear that. Taecyeon sent his mother off while he locked the door. He stood pressing to the door frame of his room, watching Junsu. Junsu turned his head and met Taecyeon’s eyes. He outstretched his arms, smiling wide, inviting Taecyeon to his embrace. Taecyeon walked slowly to his boyfriend and placed his body on top of Junsu as he lingered his arms around his lover’s waist. Taecyeon exhaled. Junsu’s heartbeat, Junsu’s warmth, Junsu’s scent, Junsu’s touch, it all meant home for Taecyeon.
“Aren’t you a human or what? How can you heal so quickly?” Junsu smiled as he caressed Taecyeon’s back leisurely and his other hand touched Taecyeon’s hair. He lifted up Taecyeon’s tee slowly and the tall boy giggled, feeling ticklish as Junsu’s fingers brushed over his skin.
“Yahhh~ what are you doing?” Taecyeon was about to pull his tee down but Junsu’s hand insisted on sliding it off.
“Junsu…”
“Ssshh…I want to see it.” And within a second Junsu pulled off his lover’s tee as Taecyeon lifted his body from Junsu and stared at his lover on his knees. Junsu’s eyes widen at the view.
“Taec…”
“Are you disgusted by it?” Junsu’s fingers traced over the scar as he studied the lines of strong six pack abs covered with bruises, his chest to collarbone and to his tensed arms. Junsu slowly closed the gap between them as he pressed his lips to one of his lover’s scars on his stomach. Taecyeon looked down to where his lover pressed his lips, feeling aroused by his soft lips against his skin. Junsu’s kisses gently moved to the tall boy’s scar on his chest as he moved his arms around the other’s waist and his fingers ran to Taecyeon’s back, touching and feeling the pattern. Taecyeon threw back his head as Junsu licked on his nipple, playing with it with his tongue, biting it with his lips. Taecyeon looked down to his boyfriend again and caught the other’s eyes while the small boy’s tongue played with his nipple. Taecyeon locked his fingers with Junsu’s hair and bent down to inhale the scent as Junsu moved to his other nipple. Junsu finally stopped and looked at Taecyeon.
“Does it hurt?” Junsu tilted his head aside and asked,
“What?”
“Your back.” Taecyeon answered while he caressed Junsu’s face. Junsu shook his head, lust already filling his eyes.
“Good.” Taecyeon kissed Junsu hungrily as his body pushed Junsu’s back on the bed; Junsu spread his legs as that action gave Taecyeon a permission to move freely between Junsu’s legs. Junsu’s eyes were half lidded as he watched Taecyeon kissing his collarbone and slowly lifting his tee. Minutes of kissing and touching passed and Junsu realized that both he and Taecyeon were already naked as Taecyeon now stared at Junsu with his questioning look.
“What?” Junsu’s heartbeat quickened as he stared at Taecyeon’s swollen lips.
“Do you want to turn around? You will hurt your back again.” Junsu smiled as he blushed completely at his lover’s care.
“No. I want to see your face.” Junsu caressed Taec’s face, touching his perfect cheekbone.
“So you want to do it with your eyes wide opened?” Taecyeon nuzzled Junsu’s neck as he whispered and Junsu shuddered at Taecyeon’s deep baritone voice. Junsu smiled, “If I have to, why not?” Taecyeon chuckled and then stared at his boyfriend. “The pleasure will be reduced.”
Junsu scoffed, “Taec.”
“Hmm?”
“Just hurry up and fuck me.”
Taecyeon grabbed the lube from under Junsu’s pillow. Seeing Taecyeon having trouble with the bottle cap, Junsu groaned and took it.
“Thank you. You are really helpful. That’s another reason why I thank god that you can see now.” Junsu laughed and put an amount of lube in Taecyeon’s palm and even before Junsu put the bottle down he gasped because Taecyeon’s finger was already inside him.
“Three months, no trace of me here.” Taecyeon whispered while he moved his finger and Junsu threw his head aside as he felt hot around his erection. Junsu moaned when Taecyeon put three fingers inside, scissoring and stretching him completely.
“Taec…” And Junsu gasped as Taecyeon filled him completely with his thick cock. Taecyeon stood still; waiting for his lover to adjust to his cock. As soon as Junsu nodded and smiled, Taecyeon landed on top of him, moving his hips with his lips occupying Junsu’s. It was true; all the while Taecyeon thrust his cock inside him, Junsu kept his eyes wide opened, studying his lover’s face. Junsu smiled, knowing that he was the one who could make Taecyeon’s face twist in pleasure. The view was enjoyable. Taecyeon knew he’s been watched by Junsu so he looked at him.
“Stop. Staring.” Taecyeon said between his groans. Junsu reached his hands and drew Taecyeon’s neck near him. “You’re so beautiful.” Junsu whispered and Taecyeon smirked.
“Bad boy.” Taecyeon changed his position and made Junsu throw his head back, moan as Taecyeon finally hit the exact spot where Junsu was begging to get pounded.
“You finally closed you eyes.” Junsu moaned loudly and pressed his palm to Taecyeon’s shoulder as the tall boy spread his boyfriend’s legs wider and thrust hard.
“Taec…My back.” Taecyeon slowed down but being a great partner, he knew what to do; he sat on the bed and pulled Junsu on top of him, putting Junsu’s legs around his waist and pumping his cock up and down his ass. Taecyeon kissed Junsu sloppily, with the way Junsu moved on top of him. He hugged Junsu’s waist tight as his lover put his arms around his neck, locking their lips. Both of them looked at each other, pressing against each other’s foreheads, catching breath and seconds later Junsu threw his head back as he moaned and spilled his cum on both his and his lover’s stomach. Taecyeon smiled as he watched Junsu’s climax face then he groaned at the tightness and came inside his partner. Both of them panted and Taecyeon slowly put Junsu down on the bed and pulled out of him.
“If I was beautiful, you should see your own face when you reach orgasm.” Taecyeon said as he rested on his elbow and calmed Junsu’s heartbeat that still beat fast. Junsu chuckled as he brought himself to Taecyeon’s chest and Taecyeon laid his back, putting his arms around the other’s shoulder. Junsu sighed when both of them turned silent.
“I love you, Taec.” Taecyeon took Junsu’s chin in his hands and looked into his eyes, “I don’t care even though you’re ugly like those circus creatures.”
“Yah…!” Taecyeon whined.
“I don’t care even though you scare the hell out of people or that you can beat eight guys all alone or when you’re having this double personality.”
“Yah~ Kim Junsu.”
“I love you Ok Taecyeon.” Taecyeon smiled as he pressed his palms to Junsu’s cheeks, “And I wanna be with you, even in this tiny bed.” Junsu said as he put his head on Taecyeon’s chest. Taecyeon realized what he said and blinked.
“Tiny??? Yah! You didn’t complain before!!” Junsu only shrugged and was ready to go to a dreamland. With Taecyeon.
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It was Sunday morning when Taecyeon’s mother visited them and congratulated Junsu for moving in with Taecyeon. Taecyeon with his step dad were working on the attic, renovating it. Hyori pulled Junsu in the kitchen.
“What’s up?” Junsu said.
“Eh, do you wanna see Taecyeon when he was a teenager??”
“Heh? I thought you didn’t have any picture of Taecyeon.”
“Oh, well, I have it. Although I took it while I was, ehm, a bit drunk.” She giggled and Junsu just smiled. Junsu took the picture from Hyori and stared at it.
“Fuck.” Junsu cursed and Hyori laughed.
“He looked good, huh? I guess that was before he got into that street fighter thing.”
Junsu looked at the picture of Taecyeon without all those scars and bruises, where he was so good looking.
“Taecyeeeeoooonnnnn…………………!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Junsu yelled and almost made Taecyeon trip on the stairs.
“Taecyeon!!!!!!!!!!!!” Junsu yelled again as he waited for Taecyeon to crawl down from the stairs.
“Hi, Junsu!” Taecyeon’s step dad waved at him.
“Hi, Mr. Lee.” Junsu smiled.
“What is it???” Taecyeon stood in front of him.
Junsu showed him the picture and Taecyeon smirked.
“What about it?” Taecyeon asked Junsu.
“Let’s do a plastic surgery.” Junsu answered furiously as his lover only face palmed himself.