I mean technically our marriage is saved...
I can't sleep. I don't know why... I didn't even really sleep all day, which is an improvement.
I've decided that I'm goign to do something with my life. I have been too tired and too depressed and I have been just watching my life pass me by, almost wishing it would pass me by quicker and get through all this pain faster.
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?
I'm getting into yoga. I was reading a yoga magazine my mom bought me and they were talking about a lot of things that I already believe in. Like there was this one part about "vision quests". No, I'm not going out into the woods in a loin cloth with a big stick.... though that does sound like a good idea... they were talking about teh fact that sometimes the cosmos just htis you in the head to get your attention... I think that's what this past month and a half has been about. The Spirit hitting me in the head and going "ok, yeah you needed to make a left back there when you made a right. ok you need to make a uey up here and go back" So that's what I'm planning on doing. i'm gunna flip the bitch and go back to that left turn.
It also gave me a really good idea for a new tattoo... On the side of the bottom of my foot, like under my ankle I want to get the words
Small things with Great Love
It's a quote by Mother Theresa. It's like "Don't try to do everything. just do small things with great love"
And I also loved this quote.
Be the best you can be wherever you are. Make wherever you go Heaven on Earth
I'm also getting back into Witchcraft. Not so much Wicca. I hate knowing that there are things that I know how to do that can change things in my life for the better and just not practicing them. I hate not noticing the simple things in nature. That's my reason for going back to my roots.
I think my past relationship and things in my life have taught me that sometimes Anger is appropriate. I know the whole Buddhist philosophy is that you shouldn't harm others and you should separate yourself from caring and therefore you won't worry when bad things happen to you. but I do worry, and I get angry, and passionate, and I hate injustice, and rapists, and I will chase the person I love down the street barefoot and naked if I think that it's worth it. I cannot seperate myself from the emotions that make us human, but I don't think that thats a bad thing. I'm sorry, but like I said, Sometimes Anger is Appropriate. Not so much everyday. If you hate everyday then you look more and more like the thing you hate everyday. But the huge catalysts in this world generally stem from those deep seated emotions. Passion, Hate, Love. We cannot seperate ourselves from what makes us really human.
I've decided that I'm goign to do something with my life. I have been too tired and too depressed and I have been just watching my life pass me by, almost wishing it would pass me by quicker and get through all this pain faster.
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?
I'm getting into yoga. I was reading a yoga magazine my mom bought me and they were talking about a lot of things that I already believe in. Like there was this one part about "vision quests". No, I'm not going out into the woods in a loin cloth with a big stick.... though that does sound like a good idea... they were talking about teh fact that sometimes the cosmos just htis you in the head to get your attention... I think that's what this past month and a half has been about. The Spirit hitting me in the head and going "ok, yeah you needed to make a left back there when you made a right. ok you need to make a uey up here and go back" So that's what I'm planning on doing. i'm gunna flip the bitch and go back to that left turn.
It also gave me a really good idea for a new tattoo... On the side of the bottom of my foot, like under my ankle I want to get the words
Small things with Great Love
It's a quote by Mother Theresa. It's like "Don't try to do everything. just do small things with great love"
And I also loved this quote.
Be the best you can be wherever you are. Make wherever you go Heaven on Earth
I'm also getting back into Witchcraft. Not so much Wicca. I hate knowing that there are things that I know how to do that can change things in my life for the better and just not practicing them. I hate not noticing the simple things in nature. That's my reason for going back to my roots.
I think my past relationship and things in my life have taught me that sometimes Anger is appropriate. I know the whole Buddhist philosophy is that you shouldn't harm others and you should separate yourself from caring and therefore you won't worry when bad things happen to you. but I do worry, and I get angry, and passionate, and I hate injustice, and rapists, and I will chase the person I love down the street barefoot and naked if I think that it's worth it. I cannot seperate myself from the emotions that make us human, but I don't think that thats a bad thing. I'm sorry, but like I said, Sometimes Anger is Appropriate. Not so much everyday. If you hate everyday then you look more and more like the thing you hate everyday. But the huge catalysts in this world generally stem from those deep seated emotions. Passion, Hate, Love. We cannot seperate ourselves from what makes us really human.