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Last night was good and bad.
Good = went over to my aunt's house because we didn't see her, my uncle, & my cousin on christmas. I'd have to say the most interesting part of the nite was when my 8 year old cousin Megan told everyone that a boy in her class liked her. My grandpa asked what his name was and she told him it was Jose. He made a face, and goes 'please, we don't need any color in this family.' Ha..made me go crazy.
Bad = me and Alex had a HUGE fight, and I cried for like an hour after I signed off on him. Then at around 12 I went back online and IMed him 11 times, saying I was sorry for being a bitch, and that what he wrote me was so beautiful (didn't mention this before, but he elaborately wrote me a daydream of his that was so intense...it's a little private if you know what I mean..hehe), and that I couldn't go to sleep not being able to fix this. I finally did though around 1, but had to get up at 7-45 to get ready for a 6 hour colorguard practice from 9-3. It was the first time it went by fast though. Melissa drove me home, and the first thing I did was race upstairs and praying that Alex wrote me an IM back in response to what I wrote to him. He not only wrote me 1, but 19 IMs!! He basically told me what I wanted to hear, and that he just really would rather take things slow because he doesn't wanna rush into anything and get hurt again. I told him I thought about it and wanted the same.
Am I boring you yet?
Good = went over to my aunt's house because we didn't see her, my uncle, & my cousin on christmas. I'd have to say the most interesting part of the nite was when my 8 year old cousin Megan told everyone that a boy in her class liked her. My grandpa asked what his name was and she told him it was Jose. He made a face, and goes 'please, we don't need any color in this family.' Ha..made me go crazy.
Bad = me and Alex had a HUGE fight, and I cried for like an hour after I signed off on him. Then at around 12 I went back online and IMed him 11 times, saying I was sorry for being a bitch, and that what he wrote me was so beautiful (didn't mention this before, but he elaborately wrote me a daydream of his that was so intense...it's a little private if you know what I mean..hehe), and that I couldn't go to sleep not being able to fix this. I finally did though around 1, but had to get up at 7-45 to get ready for a 6 hour colorguard practice from 9-3. It was the first time it went by fast though. Melissa drove me home, and the first thing I did was race upstairs and praying that Alex wrote me an IM back in response to what I wrote to him. He not only wrote me 1, but 19 IMs!! He basically told me what I wanted to hear, and that he just really would rather take things slow because he doesn't wanna rush into anything and get hurt again. I told him I thought about it and wanted the same.
Am I boring you yet?