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Snow day = much needed, but packed with school crap to do. At least I got more study time for the 2 tests I have tomorrow, and if I'd have slept over Sami's last nite I woulda had less of it. Not that I really got cracking on it yet....
My mom woke me up at 6-45 to go out and shovel this morning. Way to sleep in when you actually get the chance.
I figured something out today while I was outside. Love is really fucking confusing. I used to think it wasn't worth it, and part of me kinda does when I'm feeling shitty, but then again, it sucks not to be able to have the person you care about most not physically be there for you unless he drives 15 minutes to see you b/c he lives in a different town. He told me that I might be his one true love. I told him no matter what happens with family, baseball, school, etc., I'd never leave him. And yes, I'm only 15 (turning 16 in less than 2 months baby), and I used to think people our age were mentally retarded for saying 'i love you' at such a young age, but the inside of my heart is beginning to know how they feel. And at the right moment, that feeling can feel so awesome.