I think I'm in love

[sandymae]

Hello everyone, I know I just recently posted but I had to tell everyone about this. Ok here it goes- I finaly got Zack to go to the movies (He wasnt busy, or working this time) April and Wes went with us also, and guess what? My dad let Wes drive me car to the movies. Can you believe it? I couldnt lol. Well we went and saw Fun with Dick and Jane, it was a good movie, funny as hell. After the movie we went to Wendy's I didnt eat in front of him, I was to embaressed. LOL. He called me a stuborn head because I bought him a frosty, and wouldnt let him pay me back. Crazy right? I didnt care to buy it though. LOL I had the best time ever I couldnt sleep that whole night I was just to happy. I dont think that I have ever been so happy. LOL They didnt really like all of my music because it was rap, they like heavy metal mostly. :( But it was funny when Zack and Wes sang Golddigger. They were bobing there head and everything. LOL It was great. Then we all cam back to my house and we took some pics, my damn digital camera erased them itself because I dont have a memory stick. :( They were so cute, then we walked them to the cars and stood there and talked for a few minutes, and said our goodbye's. :( I didnt want that night to end. I really think I have fallen in love with him, and I dont know what to do about it. He wants to go to the army, and that scares me really bad. I really dont want to loose him, I have already lost someone once, and I really dont want to loose this one. I am so scared that he is going to get over there and he is going to get shot, or worse DIE! I dont think that I could bare loosing him, I am so use to having him around he has been here since I was little. I dont want anything bad to happen to him, I guess I just have fallen in love with him. Bad huh? I hate to argue with him about the army, I dont want him to get mad at me, but I just dont want to loose him. I guess that I will just have to drop it, and let him go. I have cried so much over him going and I dont think I have any tears left... All I can do is pray that god will keep him safe over there and he will come home in one peice. I am so afraid that he is just going to forget all about me, I hope not, and I hope that nothing bad happens to him. :( Brad help! Have you talked to him? Well I guess I will go, just thought I would feel you all in. Well TTFN
~Sandy Mae~!