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I wanna write about somthing happy.. Somthing that makes me smile everytime i read it.. somthing that comes from my heart.
Something like...
i love you
i wanna be in love.. i wanna fall in love so that everyone else around me cannot only feel it.. but see it too.. you know, that movie love that everyone talks about... i wanna find the boy who makes my heart skip a beat, and makes me smile with everyword he says.
& then again i dont... i dont wanna deal with the heartbreak, the upsets, and the let downs. The tears, the lies and the missed memories that come along with it. I dont know if i want the commitment.. im only 16. I've got my whole life ahead of me.. why rush it?
I have no idea what it is im looking for. Maybe it will just hit me like you..(yes you) hit me. I guess some of the greatest things that happen to ppl are unexpected and unplanned. Just like you walking into basketball without ever having to see the freshman team. I wasn't looking for anything or anyone... i was content with the way things were.
&& then i found you...my bestfriend. I mean without a bestfriend.. a solid support system, a net to catch you when you fall, a shoulder to cry on, and someone to comfide it all the time.. what do you have? Yea good friends.. and close friends..but nothing special. && Yea people make friends and lose them everyday, and they lose themselves and find themselves... but i found myself in you.
I guess it was fate that brought me and you together... but whats really amazing is the friendship that came out of it... I mean I was there and you were there.. and somewhere along the way we became us.
Goodnite
Something like...
i love you
i wanna be in love.. i wanna fall in love so that everyone else around me cannot only feel it.. but see it too.. you know, that movie love that everyone talks about... i wanna find the boy who makes my heart skip a beat, and makes me smile with everyword he says.
& then again i dont... i dont wanna deal with the heartbreak, the upsets, and the let downs. The tears, the lies and the missed memories that come along with it. I dont know if i want the commitment.. im only 16. I've got my whole life ahead of me.. why rush it?
I have no idea what it is im looking for. Maybe it will just hit me like you..(yes you) hit me. I guess some of the greatest things that happen to ppl are unexpected and unplanned. Just like you walking into basketball without ever having to see the freshman team. I wasn't looking for anything or anyone... i was content with the way things were.
&& then i found you...my bestfriend. I mean without a bestfriend.. a solid support system, a net to catch you when you fall, a shoulder to cry on, and someone to comfide it all the time.. what do you have? Yea good friends.. and close friends..but nothing special. && Yea people make friends and lose them everyday, and they lose themselves and find themselves... but i found myself in you.
I guess it was fate that brought me and you together... but whats really amazing is the friendship that came out of it... I mean I was there and you were there.. and somewhere along the way we became us.
Goodnite