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[sandraxlee]

Im so sick of life right now. Having to make choices and not knowing if there wrong or right until after you make them. Im tired of waking up everyday and looking at myself in the mirror hoping that the smile i put on will actually fool someone. Now dont get me wrong. Im not a depressed emo wanna kill myself typa person, thats not at all what im saying. Alrite.. maybe a little depressed but whats new. Im not writing this for attention so b4 you think that.. mine as well forget it. Im writing it because thats how i feel. Im about to make one of the hardest decisions ive made in a long time... and to be honest.. im scared. I want to be how i was before.. i want to know who i am instead of feeling lost in my emotions and thoughts. well i dunno. im gunna go. Goodnite.

--Sandie