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[sandraxlee]

Alrite, so its deffinitly been awhile... but i guess i kinda miss live journal. Anyways, not to much have been going on latly. you know how it is same shit differant day. I found out my dads moving to florida.. yea i know.. crazy right? But on a more serious note.. Right now i feel like im lost.. i dont really know how to explain the feeling. Im kinda starting to sit here and wonder whats gunna happen to me..i mean fate is kind of inevitable what happends happends.. and when it does.. theres nothing u can do. No matter how much i sit here and say i take things day by day.. i cant help but wonder whats gunna happen a week from now.. a month from now.. a year from now.. Its hard to say, i mean everyone changes.. sometimes for the better, somtimes for the worse.. but what happends when you dont want things to change.. when your completly content w. the way things are and then like a bad hangover you can start to feel it right away. you know things are changing.. & it becomes more then a feeling.. & you can see it happening? What are you sopposed to do? I mean you cant slow down time, you cant change the person your becoming... i guess you just hafta cross your fingers n hope for the best.. hope that the ppl who love you always will... & if they do.. they will.

thats all for today i guess. i dont really know what to say. Its kind of just a bunch of scattered thoughts. & to be honest.. i dont think ne one will comment.. because no ones ever on this ne more.. but im gunna start writing in here ne ways.

--Sandie