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my day sucks. i thought i was actually gonna go to the movies this time. my friends are always inviting me and i NEVER go. because my mom never lets me go anywhere. so this time i was like well im cleaning so she must let me go. and she said no cuz she said we dont have money.......... and thats sad. and it made me sad. and im ashamed and i know its stupid but i am. who wants to be poor?!?! ugh. so right now im on an emo stage where i will lock myself in my room lay in my bed adn listen to beauty from pain by superchick with the lights turned off and my windows closed. yess thats how i do it. this morning i thought my day was gonna go well cuz thats what it seemed like it. i mean i went out to eat with my mom and my sister then i found out i lost 8 punds! and like then it all went down the drain. ugh. and im still pissed off because of my guy situation. and i cant talk to anybody! and i think i am where i was before. but like diferent. my old prblems left but now theres new ones. and i hate it!! grrrr. *sigh* someone talk to me. im pathetic.
