i cried today. and god knows why.

Greed:Medium

Gluttony:High

Wrath:High

Sloth:High

Envy:High

Lust:Medium

Pride:High

my day sucks. i thought i was actually gonna go to the movies this time. my friends are always inviting me and i NEVER go. because my mom never lets me go anywhere. so this time i was like well im cleaning so she must let me go. and she said no cuz she said we dont have money.......... and thats sad. and it made me sad. and im ashamed and i know ( Read more... )

notice how after the first hug its not blak and white anymore...

well like i told claudia. im just gonna give up. i know i shouldnt but this is one of those things where i dont think anything is gonna go anywhere so im not gonna waste my time crying. i have waaay better things to do. and if she had a myspace she would have read this. well my day was fun. school went fast. it felt like it. it was ok like i was ( Read more... )

my mom said that my dad called and i got happy cuz i was like oh maybe he wanted to know how i was or my sister or something... but i knew it was too good to be true. he called cuz he wanted my mom to take off child support. whatever. i know im never gonna be able to tell him everything i feel. all this thats inside me will never be exposed. ( Read more... )

my day ( Read more... )

i just got back from the baby shower. and im like more happy. more than i already was. my life has been getting so much better now. it feels like its finally getting back on track. back where its supposed to be. i mean its not actually there yet. but its getting there. it will get there soon. wherever there may be.

♥If I had a red rose for every time I thought of you, I would have one single gorgeous rose, because I never stop thinking about you ( Read more... )

my sisters boyfriend is here right now and hes gayyyyyyyy. haha. no idk. but anywayyss. im so sleepy. damn. ahhh. im so happy. happy happy happy. like my last 3 days have been perfects just perfect. and idk why. i think prayer does work sometimes but only if u take it seriously. u cant be like all doubting all the time anywayss. i saw his sexxyness ( Read more... )