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well...... *sigh* where do i start damn it. i wish all my thoughts could just easily be transferred from my mind right on to here but they cant and its hard just sorting them all out. i have mixed emotions i cant exactly say what im feeling. like..... ugh!!
is it always gonna be like this???? am i gonna liek a guy and hes gonna like hate me back or not care?? am i like permanently cursed?? im fuckung ugly i think thats what it is. guys dont liek ugly girls thats why none of the guys that i liek ever liek me back. i figured it out. im just gona stop trying. im tired of this shit. just like that song i just posted on myspace. im fucking tired of smiling when im fucked up inside.......
is it always gonna be like this???? am i gonna liek a guy and hes gonna like hate me back or not care?? am i like permanently cursed?? im fuckung ugly i think thats what it is. guys dont liek ugly girls thats why none of the guys that i liek ever liek me back. i figured it out. im just gona stop trying. im tired of this shit. just like that song i just posted on myspace. im fucking tired of smiling when im fucked up inside.......