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So it's been pretty hectic lately. We're going into a yard period on the ship which is crazy in itself. But the inport time is much needed among the crew, even though it is a lot of work. Well, after the month that I'm going to be away for the beginning of it. Let's see....Sunday I fly out to San Diego for a two week class. Fly back to Japan on the 12th. Fly to Tennessee on the 19th and then back to Japan again on the 31st. It's going to be a crazy schedule. Good thing is that I'll be with my brother in Sun Dog for his birthday and home for Austin's. I'm pretty excited. I need to get away from this anyway. This Japan thing is getting old. The navy thing is in all actuality. I have dreams of being a civilian now. It's that bad....I miss all the things I took for granted then. Things as simple as having relationships with people. Not just romantic, but just relationships in general. Everyone says "Oh, you're living the opportunity of a lifetime" but they have no idea what all I've given up. That closeness with people and my own passions. I have nothing here. Only a year left and it can't go by any faster....