i know its been awhile.....
i know i havent been good at updating lately but thats because everythings falling apart at once......
i have moved into Stacy's house(again) but his time we arent sharing a bed, or even a room....im living with Zander...we have our own beds...lol....i hear him a little when he wakes up in the morning but ive been able to fall right back asleep so no biggie.....
i have 2 jobs, though im thinking about quiting one cause the hours are getting cut back and the check isnt worth giving up a night off....but work is good...im losing weight from walking so much...i wanna get a pedometer so i can see how many miles a day i walk around the mall....ggrrrr...o well at least its helping me lose weight....
my mom is harping on me to pay her back for the laptop she bought me for school, the one im using right now...cause i had to drop out of school to work more so i could afford to pay her rent(this happened before she decided to kick me out)...so yeah thats fun....
and i have been trying to find a place to live....i am staying at stacys only until i can find a place to live...i cannot live here forever, nor would i want too...i want a place of my own with no parents around....plus if stacys leaves this house it would be wierd to be here without her, you know....
Zander finally said my nae today without being provoked....usually we have to ask him to say my name but today he said it...of course he didnt say crystal (c's are hard for kids) but my name is "tutu"...i love it...i always knew id end up with a nickname and i love mine....i am aunt tutu...i love him so much....its ok that i have to share a room with my boyfriend, hes a cutie and he has the cutest little snore...only he can get away with snoring and not have me want to strangle him...
still no man, no boyfriend, not yet anyways....whatever, im ok for now without knowing....and im ok alone right now cause seriously my life i a little complicated to find time for anyone but me until i get things figured out...
ok...well im a little tired and a little hungry so im going to go and try to find something to eat and then goto bed....
i have moved into Stacy's house(again) but his time we arent sharing a bed, or even a room....im living with Zander...we have our own beds...lol....i hear him a little when he wakes up in the morning but ive been able to fall right back asleep so no biggie.....
i have 2 jobs, though im thinking about quiting one cause the hours are getting cut back and the check isnt worth giving up a night off....but work is good...im losing weight from walking so much...i wanna get a pedometer so i can see how many miles a day i walk around the mall....ggrrrr...o well at least its helping me lose weight....
my mom is harping on me to pay her back for the laptop she bought me for school, the one im using right now...cause i had to drop out of school to work more so i could afford to pay her rent(this happened before she decided to kick me out)...so yeah thats fun....
and i have been trying to find a place to live....i am staying at stacys only until i can find a place to live...i cannot live here forever, nor would i want too...i want a place of my own with no parents around....plus if stacys leaves this house it would be wierd to be here without her, you know....
Zander finally said my nae today without being provoked....usually we have to ask him to say my name but today he said it...of course he didnt say crystal (c's are hard for kids) but my name is "tutu"...i love it...i always knew id end up with a nickname and i love mine....i am aunt tutu...i love him so much....its ok that i have to share a room with my boyfriend, hes a cutie and he has the cutest little snore...only he can get away with snoring and not have me want to strangle him...
still no man, no boyfriend, not yet anyways....whatever, im ok for now without knowing....and im ok alone right now cause seriously my life i a little complicated to find time for anyone but me until i get things figured out...
ok...well im a little tired and a little hungry so im going to go and try to find something to eat and then goto bed....