Oct 27, 2005 02:56
ok so its been a while im sorry...but ive been stressed out
mom kicked me out of the house again(#3)....and ive been trying to find a place to live for the past 2 weeks, on monday i finally found a friends house to crash at until i find a place to live....im back living at Stacys again...we wont be sharing a bed this time though so no more babies for us....
ive been working 2 jobs still...
i find myself tired a lot lately, i think its the stress and depression from being homeless and not knowing where to go or what to do....
i am selling off everything i own this weekend...well almost everything(im keeping clothes and books and photos) but 90% of my stuff will be sitting on my front lawn this weekend....
i dont get to see my friends much because of my work schedules but about every other monday i see a few people at the bar....it sux i dont get more time to relax with friends, but living with stacy that'll change....
i miss my friends that are in the service...Sterling and Juan the most...i wish they were closer....i talk to them on the phone but its not the same as hanging out.....i hope that changes soon
i have no man, no boyfriend, the guy i was talking to barely talks to me anymore....we are trying to still be friends but i dont know what he wants anymore.....
im still reading alot but not as much as i would like too...i dont get any down time at my full time job to read and my second job is at night and its too dark to read....
well i need to go to bed now, getting tired finally....
ok bye now