Wow...What a day

[sandiablo]

ok....so as many of you know i work 2 jobs and go to school....sometimes my jobs or a job and school will end up back to back and sometimes i have a couple hours in between 2 things....well i havent been eating really well this week cause i find im not hungry very much...also i havent been sleeping enough....sometimes i dont get off work till 3am and then have to go back to work at 8,9, or 10 the same morning....well yesterday i got off work at 3am and had to be at work at 10am so that was like 5.5 hours of sleep.....i was at work for 7.5 hours feeling fine...i had breakfast and lunch so i actually ate yesterday....i was hydrated, i made sure of that....but for some reason at around 530pm right before i got off work, i almost passed out in my boss's office.....i got really weak and dizzy and felt nausous, i was hot and sweating but cool to the touch.......it was weird....my legs felt tingly, and my right arm kept going numb.....i started crying cause i didnt know what was going on....he used to work in a hospital so he was asking me what was wrong and came to the conclusion that i was suffering from exhaustion...he said i was displaying all the signs....i am under too much stress and not sleeping and eating right and it finally caught up with me yesterday.......my boss wanted to call me an ambulance and i wouldnt let him....then he told me to go the hospital and i told him no, so he called my parents and they came and picked me up from work cause i couldnt drive....and i went home and put on pj's and crawled into bed, called in sick to my other job and fell asleep....i slept until 10am this morning...and today i feel tired and physically drained.....
i have ben thinking about all the things tat are causing stress in my life and its remarkable that i lasted this long without breaking down over it all....im not going to get into it now cause i think i need a nap before i go to work tonight...so im going to go rest and be lazy for a couple hours.....