pwnted

[sand26x]

so yes its 1am and im still up. not to long ago i couldnt sleep at all. then i got better and could sleep without sleeping pills. and well i cant sleep any more. but whatever i guess. i dont really know whats going on i guess. so yeah anyways school is almost out thats kind of cool. i have an engilsh finel and im not really sure how im going to do on it. i hope i do good. so yeah im not really sure whats going on right now but i dont like it. i feel like shit all the time and i dont like being upset. i dont feel good. about myself or about my friends or about anyone. im not sure its caz im working all the time. ive been working 40 hours a week and going to school. oh well fuck it. oh fuck it why am i bitching? i dont care why should anyone else

While you're waiting
Be thankful for your fingers
I'll be fading
With the colors of your pictures
'I'm not crying wolf,' you whisper,
'I'm really dead this time