Tainted Love [+18 | Taoris]
Please listen this while reading:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BHRyMcH6WMM
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree ?
There was something strange between the sheets, Tao already knew it , but that wasn’t a thing to worrying about after all.
He woke up and went to the shower without any clothes ,came in immediately.Drops of water fell all over his body and he started washing his hair with that peach shampoo that Yixing had bought for him.
The smell of that fruit was really tasty and that made Zitao to only think about the breakfast.
“Where the hell is Kris ?Holy shit !He might feel bad about what I told him yesterday...”
Sigh after sigh and once again another sigh -this one even deeper-.
That man knew his secret . And probably he shouldn’t talked about it with anybody. That was his only thought at that moment.
Step by step, putting on his leather pants and black t-shirt .He looked his own reflection on the mirror and smirked.
Truth was : Killing people was what keep him alive .
It was not a job, a punishment or even a conviction. He enjoyed each moment.
But deep inside he knew nobody would understand him, he thought that maybe Kris would...but the words that the canadian boy had said to him after his confession revealed that ,beyond his good image ...neither would.
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody is looking for something
And now that Kris knew his secret ,Tao had to end with his life. No matter how fine was the sex or how many times he said “I love you”. If he couldn’t understand his nature ...That was real love?
Of course our “Romantic Panda” had a reply for this, and that wasn’t another than , an obvious NO.
*Ding, dong...Ding, dong*
Sounded the bell. Once again Tao smirked and bit his lip ,walking to the door.
The blonde and tall boy was doing the things more easy and comfortable for both of us.
-Hi - Told Kris coming in inside the house.
And Tao only kissed him as an answer,It was his boyfriend after all.
-I thought you would stay here with me..in bed...you know?That’s what couples do.Hm? - He faking smiled and went to the kitchen.
Kris was on his Halloween costume, vampire, -as every year- and it looked really handsome. -as every year too-.
-Did you have breakfast, Kris? - Asked opening the fridge and drinking milk directly from the brick.
-Oh , I already did it. You know what time is it? We should go to the party in a few hours. What will be your costume this year? - Asked the tall boy looking at his “panda” eat.
- Oh, but if you eat just after waking up it’s called breakfast,no? -Smiled kinda childish biting now one biscuit.
Kris smiled , that kind of answers made him love Tao more.That arrogant chinese.
-And I already wear my costume - added this time eating again .
Kris raised one eyebrow and analyzed the clothes his bff was wearing. That was a bit confusing ,he looked like always.
Zitao concluded - I’m a killer .
He washed the cup and grabbed a knife from the drawer , walking beside Kris and touching his chin with the tip was an exciting thing.
- I’m an animal Kris. Doesn’t that makes me more delicious? -And his tic appeared once again this time smirking in front of his boyfriend
He knew that the canadian boy wouldn’t deny his words. He was scared.
The white skin boy gulped grabbing for the hand his dark skin partner ,and look deep inside his eyes searching the rational Tao .
The shortest closed his eyes and took a breath , he would not fall again.Slowly opened his eyes looking directly into Kris eyes and with the knife cut his inferior lip .
And ”OH JESÚS!” thought Tao , that looked fucking sexy .So following his own instincts ,touched his face and licked the blood little by little ,enjoying the taste.
It was pretty painful to the american boy but at the same time there was some kind of pleasure.That was the reason behind his compliance.
So both of them started the game with the knife,first was the cut on their lips ,that bloody kiss that was never ending. Caresses, bites, hickeys...
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Moans and gasps ,each one louder than the previous Every time that Kris lunged Tao against the wall with strength both of them closed their eyes.That was heaven.
Since the first day the chinese boy knew it ,Kris was made for him.The only thing that didn’t work was his nature. And ,like he always had thought, shouldn’t let Kris love him. It was something dangerous.
Even now when he was playing with the knife, bloody, wet of sweat...Deep inside the dark skin boy knew it,he did that kind of things for him,but not because that was his choice.
Kris was so romantic.That’s why he called Tao “Romantic Panda”.
But at that point that fact was not important. He knew his secret and didn’t accept it so his final was near.
Kris grabbed his head and kiss him passionately , but Tao despite kissing him back was only hugging him breathing on Kris ear ,moving his hips , moaning until breaking his voice screaming his name .
“Kris~~~~~!!”
And then Kris looked at him searching for answers,something was not working .And what he saw..broke his soul,
Tao was crying.Nothing less..nothing more.Only tears.
However Tao didn’t look at him, he feel ashamed for what he was going to do.
Kris stop moving the hips,hugging him back and pulling his soft dark hair with one hand.
-Sh...what happened? - Whispered on his ear.
But right then Tao stabbed the heart of Kris with the knife .
-I...I’m a monster. - He said barely pronouncing ,pushing away the dead body and covering his face while running into his dorm.
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused
There was something strange between the sheets, Tao already knew it , he crawled under them , looking for what made his body feel uncomfortable in that circumstances and took his plushie.
Sure that morning Kris put it there , and that made Zitao cry even harder hugging the only present that his boyfriend had bought for him in that month.
Then while having between his arms his panda ,he noticed iit was something in his pocket.It was a letter.
“What the f***..?” Thought the chinese ,clearing with his hands the tears and reading :
<< You know I’m not good with words.But neither too talking about my feelings...
I confess it shocked me that you are a killer but ...as your boyfriend and.... always that you tell me the truth. I think we will do it fine. You know right?
I apologize if yesterday my reaction wasn’t better. I didn’t expect you to say that …but I love you … I love you ...I love you. And I will accept you forever. My romantic panda,never forget it ,ok? That’s the only thing that matters . >>
And after reading this Tao only feltl more broken than before,but who cared about a killer feelings?Just one person and ..was dead.