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so i finished that book whilst sick on monday (and yes i actually WAS sick, not just being a faking bitch to get some homework done) i threw up, haven't done that in like 7 or 8 years. it sucks.
i saw some people at school today (wednesday) that i haven't seen in a really long time: jenn, eric horne (idk if he spells eric with a c or k), kevin o, jeff radek, ali walker, drew stoffer, josh strong, ummmm....a few others that i can't remember at the moment that i usually don't see everyday.
alright, now onto the meaningful part....
for the first time in a long time, i have options. i can go to these schools, i can do this with my future or i can do that. the worst one that i have is options with who to hang out with, i'm gettin blown off a lot by the guys i used to hang out with a lot, and that sucks, but such is life. Karma i suppose, i did this to someone back in november last year and i guess it's coming around to bite me in the ass. i, at this point(not to sound like a d-bag or conceited or anything like that) have more than one option of female to pursue, and THAT sucks a lot. the kind of girls that you know, and have known for a while that you've always sorta liked. the girls who critisize themselves even though you adore every little imperfection they have for precisely that reason. the happy go lucky girls that you like because they are always upbeat, and adore being around people. the girls (here comes the conceited part) that you know are head over heels for you, but you aren't sure if you want because you are afraid that they may get too attached, or maybe you don't trust them enough, or maybe you don't trust yourself enough. the girls who you aren't sure if they like you back, because you know they like more than one person, but you're afraid that you move too slow, may not be "up to their standards" may move too slow for them, may be too old fashioned for....i don't know, it all sucks, especially the girl thing, and i'd really like there to be soe sort of straw drawing that i could do that makes me go for just one, but still have others available if shit goes bad. DAMNIT I DO SOUND LIKE A D-BAG!
alright, not that anyone bothered to read all the way through my bitchass whining, because it is childish and lame, but i hope you all have a good weekend that is coming up, and i hope you've all enjoyed your half day.
i saw some people at school today (wednesday) that i haven't seen in a really long time: jenn, eric horne (idk if he spells eric with a c or k), kevin o, jeff radek, ali walker, drew stoffer, josh strong, ummmm....a few others that i can't remember at the moment that i usually don't see everyday.
alright, now onto the meaningful part....
for the first time in a long time, i have options. i can go to these schools, i can do this with my future or i can do that. the worst one that i have is options with who to hang out with, i'm gettin blown off a lot by the guys i used to hang out with a lot, and that sucks, but such is life. Karma i suppose, i did this to someone back in november last year and i guess it's coming around to bite me in the ass. i, at this point(not to sound like a d-bag or conceited or anything like that) have more than one option of female to pursue, and THAT sucks a lot. the kind of girls that you know, and have known for a while that you've always sorta liked. the girls who critisize themselves even though you adore every little imperfection they have for precisely that reason. the happy go lucky girls that you like because they are always upbeat, and adore being around people. the girls (here comes the conceited part) that you know are head over heels for you, but you aren't sure if you want because you are afraid that they may get too attached, or maybe you don't trust them enough, or maybe you don't trust yourself enough. the girls who you aren't sure if they like you back, because you know they like more than one person, but you're afraid that you move too slow, may not be "up to their standards" may move too slow for them, may be too old fashioned for....i don't know, it all sucks, especially the girl thing, and i'd really like there to be soe sort of straw drawing that i could do that makes me go for just one, but still have others available if shit goes bad. DAMNIT I DO SOUND LIKE A D-BAG!
alright, not that anyone bothered to read all the way through my bitchass whining, because it is childish and lame, but i hope you all have a good weekend that is coming up, and i hope you've all enjoyed your half day.